Orite, so today is the day i'm waiting for, my third major assignment is today...i've done the best i can, just some minor things to make sure now...like arrangement and preparation for the event tonite at 7.30pm...i hope i don't forget anything...i really hope so...cause seriously i really need this one to be successful!!!! Anyway, today as i reached my office, i notice a wedding is taking place in church...not sure whose wedding but yea a wedding and so even if i don't know whose wedding...

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Eh? Wat m i rambling about here? that's not what i intend to write...

So...you know what? I just realised something yesterday...well, just that God work in mysterious way, you know...i've been praying asking God to help give me strength while i'm working here, asking Him to help me be brave and you know what? As i start to work, i've been bombarded with lots of phone calls (not really...)(whether to answer the phone call or calling out), communicate with strangers (er...parents actually....) and trying to accomplished administrative work which i've no experience (planning stuffs, ummm... dealing with transport, coordinating meeting and trip...etc lar) and many other small requests *sigh* i don't normally do well with these work...(-.-)''' (please note: not complaining here...). Anyway, so yea...just when i thought that God did not hear my prayer...i remember the story 'Evan Almighty', to the part where God was talking to the wife of Evan Almighty....remember that part?? well if you don't, watch the movie....so, yea...in that movie God was saying stuff like you know...umm...oh...just check below...(part of the conversation....)

" Let me ask you something, if someone pray for passion, do you think God will give him passion or did He give them the opportunity to be passionate?"

" If you pray for courage, did He give you courage or the opportunity to be courageous?"

" If someone pray for a family to be closer, do you think God will zapped them with warm, fuzzy feeling or did He give them the opportunity to love each other?"

So yeah, you see...therefore, when i remember this...then i realised that what happened to me while i work...is just what i'm asking for...by doing this job...i actually trying to make myself brave by doing all those phone call and asking favour from those working with me also. The same thing with strenght oso...everytime i felt weary and tired and about to give up, there are people (sometime unexpected people) there closed by to encourage me, to help me and i guess guide me...

See??? I'm not making this up you know...this is what i experience...even when i was having my TP in SMJA the same thing happened oso...

Anyway, that's all for now..got to work...(^.^)v

Adios!!!!