Here i am....

No...no...no...she cried. Her heart aching and breaking into a million pieces No..please...she begged. She finally realised her feeling for him and she was about to tell him how she felt but she didnt expect this to happen. Cradling his head to her thigh, hand tracing his beautiful face now smeared with crusted blood, his eyes closed, she cried her heart out begging him to wake up, begging him not to leave her. She should have never rejected him in the first place, after what he had done for her, after all the things they had done and the time spent together..she should have realise it then that she was falling in love with him but she refuse to acknowledge her feeling, refuse to believe it. She refuse to accept him.

Please...please wake up! She cried again. I love you, i love you. I love you and i'm sorry...she sobbed. Her tears flowing down her face. Please wake up...please...don't leave me!

Don't...don't cry..baby...

She heard his voice barely a whisper. She looked down at his face, and saw that his eyes were opened. That beautiful brown eyes, that always looked at her with endless love.

Don't cry...i'm here, i won't leave you...

Even in pain, he still want to sooth her and reached for her. He tried moving his hand to touch her face but it must have caused him a lot of pain that he stopped.

Don't..please, she begged. Please...don't talk..don't move...

He smile, and this time he manage to move his hand to her face and wipe away her tears.
Don't cry...i'm here...please stop...

She placed her hand on top of his and held it there on her face before she move to kiss the palm of his hand.

I love you...i love you so much...i'm sorry i didn't tell you this earlier but i love you...there is no others for me...only you and you alone...i love you...

I love you too..he said

She kissed him then, pouring all her love, all her worries in that one single kiss...



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Love...or...

He met her while he was walking to a garden near his house. She was there, running around the garden, so happy, so lovely, a smile always on her face, her eyes bright and clear as the morning sun. He was stunned to see her that he could only stand transfixed just watching at her. Somehow, he knew then that she was the one for him. But how could he approached her? He was just a stranger to her, a nobody but he was sure she was for him. He could feel it in his heart, beating fast and loud, spreading warmth through his whole being.

The morning sun, so warm so bright, made her so happy to just be outside. So waking up that morning and feeling the sun on her skin, she just had to go out to the garden. To just run and basked at the heat. So there she was now, in the ever green garden, running around, kicking at the falling leaves, smiling at the sound of the birds chirping on the trees and the soft crunch made by the leaves under her feet. She twirled enjoying herself, laughing and stop when she saw him. Standing atop a small hill, not far from where she was. He was tall, taller by a few inches from her, with broad shoulder, and well...handsome to the maximum. She stop running around, stop her twirling and smile at him and just waving happily at him.

His heart sped up as he saw her waving at him, with that beautiful smile never leaving her face. He tried to wave back but his body just stop functioning. Work hand...come on work!! But no use, his body just won't move. Then, she started to walk toward him, and his heart beat even faster than he thought it can. Damn...work body work!!!

He looked like he's going to faint any second she thought. Finally, she was standing as close as she thought acceptable and smile at him, before extending her hand for introduction.

Work body...work!!! Damn it! He was frustrated with himself, but then just as he was about to give up and well let her think of him as a lunatic or loco in more ways than one, his body moved. He was so happy and relieved but what he don't understand was that his body - in one instance, his hand grabbed her, but not to shake it but pulled her closer to him so their body touched and well he just kissed her, there!

Great! He thought. I made a bigger fool of myself in front of her but that warm lips of her, so warm so soft...so sweet...taste like heaven to him....

Oh my God! I kissed a lunatic, an unknown lunatic at that and I...I...like it...that was the thought that passed her mind. She shouldn't be liking it and yet..she felt as if it was right. She, him...the kiss she shared with this man...was right even if she don't know him at all...a total stranger...

What is happening to me...

What have i done...

Why do i feel like i was made for him, and he for me...

Why do i even feel deep affection for you...just a stranger smiling at me...
Am i falling in love with you...

Is this what they called love at first sight...

Is this love then...

He pulled away then, breaking the kiss and they just stare at each other eyes...all around them forgotten, only the two of them exist...

...............





 


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Somewhere...

Somewhere...

He stood by the window, watching the setting sun in the horizon. His heart heavy and his mind scattered all over the place. He had no idea what he was feeling or what he was really thinking about, he was just confused with himself at the moment. It had been so long and finally he got what he want but after a while, he started to question himself...is this the right thing to do? Is this how it was suppose to be? Is this what he really want? He thought he should be happy but how come now he didn't feel happy at all...

As the last of the sun's ray disappeared from the horizon and darkness descent upon the sky, he sighed. With one last look on the horizon, he turned away from the window and into the darkness and cold of his house.

Somewhere...

She watched as the sun rose from the horizon, her heart heavy and mind jumbled up. Is this what she want in the first place? Is this how she want her life to be? Is this the right thing to do? So many thoughts crossed her mind but the more she thought about it, the more she felt somehow what she had done was wrong in the first place and that she shouldn't have left for this thing...

And as the sun's ray shone brightly at her, she took one last refreshing breath and move away from her window, toward her cold and empty house.

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Captivate Us



a song introduced by my friend to me...so nice and hrmmm...its a bit religious i can say but yea...like it so much....

v(^^)v

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A day in the life of a human...

He was tired and he was drained from his work, so on the way home he decided to stop by a kopitiam shop and had a drink. While sitting at one of the table and waiting for his kopi-O, he heard people laughing next to his table.He had no intention of listening to them but since they were talking out loud he heard most of what they talked about.

anon_one: you know we stay there till like 2am...drinking coffee and just talking all the time...
anon_two: yeah...it was fun and so great...
anon_three: oh okie, so what about the host? join you guys till 2am is it?
anon_two: No no no. by that time only us was there...
anon_three: oohh....
anon_one: yup yup and yeah drinking coffee and talking there, it was fun , maybe should do it again..
anon_two: yeah! we should!!
anon_ one and two: AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!!

He stopped listening to them after that since his kopi-O arrived and he could only shook his head in disbelief. Assuming from what those people said, they were invited to their friend's house and that they had fun together with the host. However, from there on he could only imagine the problems bubbling up from there.

Yes he thought that the host invited them to the house and yes, they had fun and true enough the host had to provide for these people but there on lies the invited guests manners which he could say questionable. Just imagine, yes you ar invited by the host but does that mean you could stay there until late? Furthermore its people house...don't these people should be conscious of the situation...

Again he shook his head, people now so different, people invited you to attend, yes you attend but you should have at least the manners and decency to look at the situation and know how long to stay and leave. Then again, once people invited you to attend, doesn't mean that you could go there anytime you like even if the host is not there....they should be able to think about that and that what problems could arise from it...

He can only shook his head again and finished his kopi-O, he paid for it and left the kopitiam to journey back to his house.

The End

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Letters to God

A movie worth watching (^^). I've seen it and yes...it was interesting n inspiring and help you ponder about your life, about God and so much more. The thing is, this movie is based on a true story according to what i've read surfing for some info on it.

Anyway, find a time n watch it (^^)...that's all i have to say.

(^^)v
cr

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Taizé - Nada te turbe

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stumble upon this song...

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ola ppl,

here i am. I know its been a long time not blogging well recently started to blog again, not here but my other blog but yes, slowly going active again i guess...hehehehe...anyway, not much of an update here, just a bit of an info dats all. I will of course will try my bestto update both blog as often as possible (^^)..will b hoping to write more mini story again LOL!! n of course some thought n all that...

Rite (^^) off i go now hehehehehe (^^)...

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New year new challenges.

new year new challenges.

It's true though, last year only get 2 classes, this year 4 classes....1 my former form 4, the other 2 new classes - new form 4 and the last class hrmmm....i don't know what to say about this class (its the fact that they are repeaters...n i think they're form 5 students). Anyway, i just hope i can cope with everything this year, work especially (-.-)'' as u can see, apart from teaching 4 classes, i'm also appointed as a class teacher, and also CCA coordinator. (sigh...coodinator lagi, why can't they give me something simple 1st, like jadi member of the CCA?? And whats worst is that its for MATHS club). Sigh, that's y i said this year challenging. Hrmm...i hope i can cope with all this. At the moment, all i can think off is to run away, but that's weak...and so i'm goin to go thru all this and endure.

Welll, that's all for now. (-.-)'' teaching again soon, break time now. right....until next time (^^)

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Work...work...work...

(^^)

working now, n its been quite okie...i guesss, been busy with all the work etc. The past 3 month was good. Learning as i work i guess. Anyway, just a few update, next year goin to b a form teacher, for year 9 class. Then of course, apart from that will b teaching combine science 3 yrs course and 1 form 5 class. It was all in all a good thing i guess, well i hope it will...anyway, that will b next year, meanwhile at the moment, i'll b working...even during school holiday since they say its compulsary for daily paid teacher to do so, and yes so that what i will do. Let me see, the list of things to do during the school holiday, hrmmm...rite...got to help the teacher to do yr 8 final exam analysis (the SPE)...then wat else, oh yes, rearranging the office...seriously, need new arrangement, then let see, registration for the new yr 7 n new yr 9 students...hrmm...the textbook store room...wat else ah?? oh mayb got to help with the pmb result again...hrmm...i dont know lar...so many stuffs to do but at least m not being pulled into the admin which is great. now i need to change my cca, i need to move away from the maths cca...shesshhh...m like major in science y put me in maths cca?? aiyaiyaiyai...anyway i hope it can b sort well (^^)...anyway will not b as active as before...work work work (x.x)

rites, thats all

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Top Ten Trivia Tips about Albert Teo

Rules:
1. Go to: http://thesurrealist.co.uk/trivia.pl
2. Type in your name, select the gender of the word, and click 'Go'.
3. Paste the Trivia in your notes, entitle it as Top Ten Trivia Tips about and tag 25 people. (welll.....let me just tag those who read this (^^))
4. Enjoy!

1. India tested its first nuclear albert teo in 1974.
2. Albert teo can remain conscious for fifteen to twenty seconds after being decapitated.
3. The air around albert teo is superheated to about five times the temperature of the sun.
4. Albert teo can smell some things up to six miles away.
5. Albert teo cannot swim.
6. The colour of albert teo is no indication of his spiciness, but size usually is.
7. In Japan, albert teo can only be prepared by chefs specially trained and certified by the government!
8. It takes a lobster approximately 7 years to grow to be albert teo.
9. In 1982 Time Magazine named albert teo its 'Man of the Year'.
10. During severe windstorms, albert teo may sway several feet to either side!

(^^) just for fun...found this in someone FB....(^^)

Bye....

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Who Am I??

Who am I?
That the Lord of all the earth,
Would care to know my name,
Would care to feel my hurt.
Who am I?
That the bright and morning star,
Would choose to light the way,
For my ever wandering heart.

Bridge:
Not because of who I am,
But because of what you've done.
Not because of what I've done,
But because of who you are.

Chorus:
I am a flower quickly fading,
Here today and gone tomorrow,
A wave tossed in the ocean,
A vapor in the wind.
Still you hear me when I'm calling,
Lord, you catch me when I'm falling,
And you've told me who I am.
I am yours.
I am yours.

Who am I?
That the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love
And watch me rise again.
Who am I?
That the voice that calmed the sea,
Would call out through the rain,
And calm the storm in me.

Not because of who I am,
But because of what you've done.
Not because of what I've done,
But because of who you are.


I am a flower quickly fading,
Here today and gone tomorrow,
A wave tossed in the ocean,
A vapor in the wind.
Still you hear me when I'm calling,
Lord, you catch me when I'm falling,
And you've told me who I am.
I am yours.

Not because of who I am,
But because of what you've done.
Not because of what I've done,
But because of who you are.


I am a flower quickly fading,
Here today and gone tomorrow,
A wave tossed in the ocean,
A vapor in the wind.
Still you hear me when I'm calling,
Lord, you catch me when I'm falling,
And you've told me who I am.
I am yours.
I am yours.
I am yours.

Whom shall I fear
Whom shall I fear
I am yours..
I am yours..

performed by casting crowns credit to www.sing365.com for the lyric

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update (^^)

Hello

Anyway, a short update...too tired to write long post. I got a job finally (^^)...a permanent one at that (^^)...

Thank u GOD (^^).....

Teaching upper secondary science now...starting on the 1st of August 09 (^^)....

Hrrmmm...will get a little bit busy tho n will not b updating the blog as frequent as last time (which is not that frequent also LOL!!!). Anyway, that's all (^^)...gosh tired...

Okie..byebye (^^)

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Change again

hello there,

anyway, a quick update....i've change my blog skin again (^^)....

Oh...n yea...its benn a long time since i blog n i must say m so malas to do it (^^)...

Will try though....

Anyway, thats all for now

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Interesting book...

Hei...

I've just got this book called 'Get Off Your But How to End Self-Sabotage and Stand Up for Yourself' by Sean Stephenson and i must say its very good. i've only read a few pages though but still its so inspiring and really when reading it, you'll see this life in a very different way....i'm reading the 1st part of the book now and its basically describe this person life who was born with brittle bone disease and his story kind of made me think of my life, what i did as a very healthy n normal people.

What he said in the book made me think how all this time when i feel as if i'm suffering too much that its not as bad as i thought, that there are others who have greater suffering than i did experience. Apart from that, it alaso made me think how i've been taking everything for granted for example as a normal person we cn walk properly and play and all that when he as he said will not have that privilage..

Anyway, there are lot more to learn from the book and the story but yea...will try to put some more thought when i read more of the book...anyway, that's all for now...

(^^)

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Videos as requested...

Hello bishop,

This is the video that you want...i hope its what you want (^^)..

Just tell me what u want to b adjusted so that i can work on it (^^)..


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The basic about true friends

Hello i heard this in one of the talk session i attended to...

Its basically the basic info of a true friend...so yea...just read through...(^^) and contemplate on it...

a TRUE friend:

A - Accept u as u are
B - Believes in u
C - Care sincerely for u
D - Does not give up on u
E - Emphatizes with you
F - Forgives your mistakes
G - Gives without expecting anything
H - Helps u when needed
I - Inspire u in many things
J - Just b with u
K - Keeps u close at heart
L - Loves u for who u are
M - Makes a difference in ur life
N - Never judge u
O - Offers support to u
P - Pick u up when ur down
Q - Quiets ur tears
R - Respect u
S - Stand by u during tough time
T - Treats u in kindness
U - Understand u well
V - Value u greatly
W - Wakes u up from ignorance
X - X-ray into ur problems to help u solve it
Y - Yells at u when u need to listen
Z - Zaps u back to reality (^^)

So so think about all your friends that you thought as your true friends and look at these characteristics....see if they have at least 80% of the above characteristic...if they do then they're truly ur best friends (^^)

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Just Random Thought

Sigh...

Seriously what is wrong with me...(-.-)''

I'm so as a friend say it 'rojak' right now...anyway...<(^.^)>

I once heard this before but i'm not really sure if its the complete n correct one lar...

It says "the world does not revolve around you only, its for others too...and don't think that you will get what you want always cause you won't and so yea deal with that!"

Anyway, that word keep bugging me i don't know why (^^) but m sure there is a reason for it...and yea...you may think that all things must go your way but seriously that is too shallow...seriously its NOT and yes, you also have to remember you will never always get what you want in this life...again that is shallow (get out of your shell!!!) and usually when that happened its for the best n seriously once in a while at least listen to what people want to say to you because what they say maybe true and you just have to accept it...in a positive way and try to find a way to change

Oh...one more...if you're responsible for something DO NOT run away and let others do it for you (^^)...its so not responsible action...the least you can do is deal with it and when u can't then ask someone to help you...

Okie...thats all (^^)...oh...dont get mad when u read this...as i said m like 'rojak' now (^^)

Adios

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Change again

Hei....i just found this templete yesterday n yea...i tried to put it on as my blog template n (^^) i like it very much (^^)....n yea....i know some of u have seen the previous one...that is also nice but i like this one more...so yea...
This will be my new blogspot template from now on until i decided to change it gain in the future (^^)

Orite...its getting late oled (^^)....i need to go...(^^)

Until next time (^^)

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