Life so Far...

Here i am....

2011-11-04T21:16:00.000+08:00

No...no...no...she cried. Her heart aching and breaking into a million pieces No..please...she begged. She finally realised her feeling for him and she was about to tell him how she felt but she didnt expect this to happen. Cradling his head to her thigh, hand tracing his beautiful face now smeared with crusted blood, his eyes closed, she cried her heart out begging him to wake up, begging him not to leave her. She should have never rejected him in the first place, after what he had done for her, after all the things they had done and the time spent together..she should have realise it then that she was falling in love with him but she refuse to acknowledge her feeling, refuse to believe it. She refuse to accept him.

Please...please wake up! She cried again. I love you, i love you. I love you and i'm sorry...she sobbed. Her tears flowing down her face. Please wake up...please...don't leave me!

Don't...don't cry..baby...

She heard his voice barely a whisper. She looked down at his face, and saw that his eyes were opened. That beautiful brown eyes, that always looked at her with endless love.

Don't cry...i'm here, i won't leave you...

Even in pain, he still want to sooth her and reached for her. He tried moving his hand to touch her face but it must have caused him a lot of pain that he stopped.

Don't..please, she begged. Please...don't talk..don't move...

He smile, and this time he manage to move his hand to her face and wipe away her tears.

Don't cry...i'm here...please stop...

She placed her hand on top of his and held it there on her face before she move to kiss the palm of his hand.

I love you...i love you so much...i'm sorry i didn't tell you this earlier but i love you...there is no others for me...only you and you alone...i love you...

I love you too..he said

She kissed him then, pouring all her love, all her worries in that one single kiss...

Love...or...

2011-09-24T23:44:00.000+08:00

He met her while he was walking to a garden near his house. She was there, running around the garden, so happy, so lovely, a smile always on her face, her eyes bright and clear as the morning sun. He was stunned to see her that he could only stand transfixed just watching at her. Somehow, he knew then that she was the one for him. But how could he approached her? He was just a stranger to her, a nobody but he was sure she was for him. He could feel it in his heart, beating fast and loud, spreading warmth through his whole being.

The morning sun, so warm so bright, made her so happy to just be outside. So waking up that morning and feeling the sun on her skin, she just had to go out to the garden. To just run and basked at the heat. So there she was now, in the ever green garden, running around, kicking at the falling leaves, smiling at the sound of the birds chirping on the trees and the soft crunch made by the leaves under her feet. She twirled enjoying herself, laughing and stop when she saw him. Standing atop a small hill, not far from where she was. He was tall, taller by a few inches from her, with broad shoulder, and well...handsome to the maximum. She stop running around, stop her twirling and smile at him and just waving happily at him.

His heart sped up as he saw her waving at him, with that beautiful smile never leaving her face. He tried to wave back but his body just stop functioning. Work hand...come on work!! But no use, his body just won't move. Then, she started to walk toward him, and his heart beat even faster than he thought it can. Damn...work body work!!!

He looked like he's going to faint any second she thought. Finally, she was standing as close as she thought acceptable and smile at him, before extending her hand for introduction.

Work body...work!!! Damn it! He was frustrated with himself, but then just as he was about to give up and well let her think of him as a lunatic or loco in more ways than one, his body moved. He was so happy and relieved but what he don't understand was that his body - in one instance, his hand grabbed her, but not to shake it but pulled her closer to him so their body touched and well he just kissed her, there!

Great! He thought. I made a bigger fool of myself in front of her but that warm lips of her, so warm so soft...so sweet...taste like heaven to him....

Oh my God! I kissed a lunatic, an unknown lunatic at that and I...I...like it...that was the thought that passed her mind. She shouldn't be liking it and yet..she felt as if it was right. She, him...the kiss she shared with this man...was right even if she don't know him at all...a total stranger...

What is happening to me...

What have i done...

Why do i feel like i was made for him, and he for me...

Why do i even feel deep affection for you...just a stranger smiling at me...

Am i falling in love with you...

Is this what they called love at first sight...

Is this love then...

He pulled away then, breaking the kiss and they just stare at each other eyes...all around them forgotten, only the two of them exist...

...............

Somewhere...

2011-08-26T14:37:00.003+08:00

Somewhere...

He stood by the window, watching the setting sun in the horizon. His heart heavy and his mind scattered all over the place. He had no idea what he was feeling or what he was really thinking about, he was just confused with himself at the moment. It had been so long and finally he got what he want but after a while, he started to question himself...is this the right thing to do? Is this how it was suppose to be? Is this what he really want? He thought he should be happy but how come now he didn't feel happy at all...

As the last of the sun's ray disappeared from the horizon and darkness descent upon the sky, he sighed. With one last look on the horizon, he turned away from the window and into the darkness and cold of his house.

Somewhere...

She watched as the sun rose from the horizon, her heart heavy and mind jumbled up. Is this what she want in the first place? Is this how she want her life to be? Is this the right thing to do? So many thoughts crossed her mind but the more she thought about it, the more she felt somehow what she had done was wrong in the first place and that she shouldn't have left for this thing...

And as the sun's ray shone brightly at her, she took one last refreshing breath and move away from her window, toward her cold and empty house.

Captivate Us

2011-06-10T23:48:00.004+08:00

a song introduced by my friend to me...so nice and hrmmm...its a bit religious i can say but yea...like it so much....

v(^^)v

A day in the life of a human...

2011-03-14T22:28:00.002+08:00

He was tired and he was drained from his work, so on the way home he decided to stop by a kopitiam shop and had a drink. While sitting at one of the table and waiting for his kopi-O, he heard people laughing next to his table.He had no intention of listening to them but since they were talking out loud he heard most of what they talked about.

anon_one: you know we stay there till like 2am...drinking coffee and just talking all the time...
anon_two: yeah...it was fun and so great...
anon_three: oh okie, so what about the host? join you guys till 2am is it?
anon_two: No no no. by that time only us was there...
anon_three: oohh....
anon_one: yup yup and yeah drinking coffee and talking there, it was fun , maybe should do it again..
anon_two: yeah! we should!!
anon_ one and two: AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!!

He stopped listening to them after that since his kopi-O arrived and he could only shook his head in disbelief. Assuming from what those people said, they were invited to their friend's house and that they had fun together with the host. However, from there on he could only imagine the problems bubbling up from there.

Yes he thought that the host invited them to the house and yes, they had fun and true enough the host had to provide for these people but there on lies the invited guests manners which he could say questionable. Just imagine, yes you ar invited by the host but does that mean you could stay there until late? Furthermore its people house...don't these people should be conscious of the situation...

Again he shook his head, people now so different, people invited you to attend, yes you attend but you should have at least the manners and decency to look at the situation and know how long to stay and leave. Then again, once people invited you to attend, doesn't mean that you could go there anytime you like even if the host is not there....they should be able to think about that and that what problems could arise from it...

He can only shook his head again and finished his kopi-O, he paid for it and left the kopitiam to journey back to his house.

The End

Letters to God

2010-11-10T11:19:00.002+08:00

A movie worth watching (^^). I've seen it and yes...it was interesting n inspiring and help you ponder about your life, about God and so much more. The thing is, this movie is based on a true story according to what i've read surfing for some info on it.

Anyway, find a time n watch it (^^)...that's all i have to say.

(^^)v
cr

Taizé - Nada te turbe

2010-10-15T12:24:00.000+08:00

stumble upon this song...

2010-08-03T12:49:00.003+08:00

2010-07-22T23:33:00.003+08:00

ola ppl,

here i am. I know its been a long time not blogging well recently started to blog again, not here but my other blog but yes, slowly going active again i guess...hehehehe...anyway, not much of an update here, just a bit of an info dats all. I will of course will try my bestto update both blog as often as possible (^^)..will b hoping to write more mini story again LOL!! n of course some thought n all that...

Rite (^^) off i go now hehehehehe (^^)...

New year new challenges.

2010-01-07T09:32:00.003+08:00

new year new challenges.

It's true though, last year only get 2 classes, this year 4 classes....1 my former form 4, the other 2 new classes - new form 4 and the last class hrmmm....i don't know what to say about this class (its the fact that they are repeaters...n i think they're form 5 students). Anyway, i just hope i can cope with everything this year, work especially (-.-)'' as u can see, apart from teaching 4 classes, i'm also appointed as a class teacher, and also CCA coordinator. (sigh...coodinator lagi, why can't they give me something simple 1st, like jadi member of the CCA?? And whats worst is that its for MATHS club). Sigh, that's y i said this year challenging. Hrmm...i hope i can cope with all this. At the moment, all i can think off is to run away, but that's weak...and so i'm goin to go thru all this and endure.

Welll, that's all for now. (-.-)'' teaching again soon, break time now. right....until next time (^^)

Work...work...work...

2009-11-27T11:52:00.002+08:00

(^^)

working now, n its been quite okie...i guesss, been busy with all the work etc. The past 3 month was good. Learning as i work i guess. Anyway, just a few update, next year goin to b a form teacher, for year 9 class. Then of course, apart from that will b teaching combine science 3 yrs course and 1 form 5 class. It was all in all a good thing i guess, well i hope it will...anyway, that will b next year, meanwhile at the moment, i'll b working...even during school holiday since they say its compulsary for daily paid teacher to do so, and yes so that what i will do. Let me see, the list of things to do during the school holiday, hrmmm...rite...got to help the teacher to do yr 8 final exam analysis (the SPE)...then wat else, oh yes, rearranging the office...seriously, need new arrangement, then let see, registration for the new yr 7 n new yr 9 students...hrmm...the textbook store room...wat else ah?? oh mayb got to help with the pmb result again...hrmm...i dont know lar...so many stuffs to do but at least m not being pulled into the admin which is great. now i need to change my cca, i need to move away from the maths cca...shesshhh...m like major in science y put me in maths cca?? aiyaiyaiyai...anyway i hope it can b sort well (^^)...anyway will not b as active as before...work work work (x.x)

rites, thats all

Top Ten Trivia Tips about Albert Teo

2009-08-25T22:28:00.001+08:00

Rules:
1. Go to: http://thesurrealist.co.uk/trivia.pl
2. Type in your name, select the gender of the word, and click 'Go'.
3. Paste the Trivia in your notes, entitle it as Top Ten Trivia Tips about and tag 25 people. (welll.....let me just tag those who read this (^^))
4. Enjoy!

1. India tested its first nuclear albert teo in 1974.
2. Albert teo can remain conscious for fifteen to twenty seconds after being decapitated.
3. The air around albert teo is superheated to about five times the temperature of the sun.
4. Albert teo can smell some things up to six miles away.
5. Albert teo cannot swim.
6. The colour of albert teo is no indication of his spiciness, but size usually is.
7. In Japan, albert teo can only be prepared by chefs specially trained and certified by the government!
8. It takes a lobster approximately 7 years to grow to be albert teo.
9. In 1982 Time Magazine named albert teo its 'Man of the Year'.
10. During severe windstorms, albert teo may sway several feet to either side!

(^^) just for fun...found this in someone FB....(^^)

Bye....

Who Am I??

2009-08-10T21:58:00.001+08:00

Who am I?
That the Lord of all the earth,
Would care to know my name,
Would care to feel my hurt.
Who am I?
That the bright and morning star,
Would choose to light the way,
For my ever wandering heart.

Bridge:
Not because of who I am,
But because of what you've done.
Not because of what I've done,
But because of who you are.

Chorus:
I am a flower quickly fading,
Here today and gone tomorrow,
A wave tossed in the ocean,
A vapor in the wind.
Still you hear me when I'm calling,
Lord, you catch me when I'm falling,
And you've told me who I am.
I am yours.
I am yours.

Who am I?
That the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love
And watch me rise again.
Who am I?
That the voice that calmed the sea,
Would call out through the rain,
And calm the storm in me.

Not because of who I am,
But because of what you've done.
Not because of what I've done,
But because of who you are.

I am a flower quickly fading,
Here today and gone tomorrow,
A wave tossed in the ocean,
A vapor in the wind.
Still you hear me when I'm calling,
Lord, you catch me when I'm falling,
And you've told me who I am.
I am yours.

Not because of who I am,
But because of what you've done.
Not because of what I've done,
But because of who you are.

I am a flower quickly fading,
Here today and gone tomorrow,
A wave tossed in the ocean,
A vapor in the wind.
Still you hear me when I'm calling,
Lord, you catch me when I'm falling,
And you've told me who I am.
I am yours.
I am yours.
I am yours.

Whom shall I fear
Whom shall I fear
I am yours..
I am yours..

performed by casting crowns credit to www.sing365.com for the lyric

update (^^)

2009-08-06T23:39:00.001+08:00

Hello

Anyway, a short update...too tired to write long post. I got a job finally (^^)...a permanent one at that (^^)...

Thank u GOD (^^).....

Teaching upper secondary science now...starting on the 1st of August 09 (^^)....

Hrrmmm...will get a little bit busy tho n will not b updating the blog as frequent as last time (which is not that frequent also LOL!!!). Anyway, that's all (^^)...gosh tired...

Okie..byebye (^^)

Change again

2009-07-23T22:16:00.002+08:00

hello there,

anyway, a quick update....i've change my blog skin again (^^)....

Oh...n yea...its benn a long time since i blog n i must say m so malas to do it (^^)...

Will try though....

Anyway, thats all for now

Interesting book...

2009-07-12T21:30:00.004+08:00

Hei...

I've just got this book called 'Get Off Your But How to End Self-Sabotage and Stand Up for Yourself' by Sean Stephenson and i must say its very good. i've only read a few pages though but still its so inspiring and really when reading it, you'll see this life in a very different way....i'm reading the 1st part of the book now and its basically describe this person life who was born with brittle bone disease and his story kind of made me think of my life, what i did as a very healthy n normal people.

What he said in the book made me think how all this time when i feel as if i'm suffering too much that its not as bad as i thought, that there are others who have greater suffering than i did experience. Apart from that, it alaso made me think how i've been taking everything for granted for example as a normal person we cn walk properly and play and all that when he as he said will not have that privilage..

Anyway, there are lot more to learn from the book and the story but yea...will try to put some more thought when i read more of the book...anyway, that's all for now...

(^^)

Videos as requested...

2009-07-06T15:12:00.003+08:00

Hello bishop,

This is the video that you want...i hope its what you want (^^)..

Just tell me what u want to b adjusted so that i can work on it (^^)..

The basic about true friends

2009-06-27T20:40:00.002+08:00

Hello i heard this in one of the talk session i attended to...

Its basically the basic info of a true friend...so yea...just read through...(^^) and contemplate on it...

a TRUE friend:

A - Accept u as u are
B - Believes in u
C - Care sincerely for u
D - Does not give up on u
E - Emphatizes with you
F - Forgives your mistakes
G - Gives without expecting anything
H - Helps u when needed
I - Inspire u in many things
J - Just b with u
K - Keeps u close at heart
L - Loves u for who u are
M - Makes a difference in ur life
N - Never judge u
O - Offers support to u
P - Pick u up when ur down
Q - Quiets ur tears
R - Respect u
S - Stand by u during tough time
T - Treats u in kindness
U - Understand u well
V - Value u greatly
W - Wakes u up from ignorance
X - X-ray into ur problems to help u solve it
Y - Yells at u when u need to listen
Z - Zaps u back to reality (^^)

So so think about all your friends that you thought as your true friends and look at these characteristics....see if they have at least 80% of the above characteristic...if they do then they're truly ur best friends (^^)

Just Random Thought

2009-06-23T21:42:00.002+08:00

Sigh...

Seriously what is wrong with me...(-.-)''

I'm so as a friend say it 'rojak' right now...anyway...<(^.^)>

I once heard this before but i'm not really sure if its the complete n correct one lar...

It says "the world does not revolve around you only, its for others too...and don't think that you will get what you want always cause you won't and so yea deal with that!"

Anyway, that word keep bugging me i don't know why (^^) but m sure there is a reason for it...and yea...you may think that all things must go your way but seriously that is too shallow...seriously its NOT and yes, you also have to remember you will never always get what you want in this life...again that is shallow (get out of your shell!!!) and usually when that happened its for the best n seriously once in a while at least listen to what people want to say to you because what they say maybe true and you just have to accept it...in a positive way and try to find a way to change

Oh...one more...if you're responsible for something DO NOT run away and let others do it for you (^^)...its so not responsible action...the least you can do is deal with it and when u can't then ask someone to help you...

Okie...thats all (^^)...oh...dont get mad when u read this...as i said m like 'rojak' now (^^)

Adios

Change again

2009-06-09T23:24:00.003+08:00

Hei....i just found this templete yesterday n yea...i tried to put it on as my blog template n (^^) i like it very much (^^)....n yea....i know some of u have seen the previous one...that is also nice but i like this one more...so yea...
This will be my new blogspot template from now on until i decided to change it gain in the future (^^)

Orite...its getting late oled (^^)....i need to go...(^^)

Until next time (^^)

New Month, New Look....

2009-06-08T14:33:00.002+08:00

Hrmmm...its time for a change (^^)

I've been trying to change my blog template for a while already n now is the time...a new month n yea got a few extra free time so i modified my blog....

This is what my blog will look like...(^^)

Like it?? or hate it???

Anyway...feel free to comment on my blog new look....

Okie...dats all form me (^^)....

Until next time...

Picnic!!!!

2009-05-24T14:24:00.007+08:00

So so so ...hei people...hrmm...its been a long time since i blog but what to do...life so busy nowaday...anyway this is just a short update (^^)...n yes...m goin picnic this morning with friends (^^)...it was fun and absolutely intertaining (^^)....let see...we get to watched the sunrise...which i might say beautiful n refreshing (^^) n then of course we got BBQ n yes play some games (^^)...it was super super fun!!!!!!!

It end around 12pm tho n yea...it was overall a very great day (^^) glad i ask permission to replace my class to join this...oh...i dont have any photos but yea will post some as soon as i can get my hand on them.. (have to ask a few people for this...) and guess what!!!! A friend of mine try to fish and amazingly he caught one...not that big but also not really small...(i've the photos....n yea...well...stop wondering how i got the fish photo n not the rest of the picnic photo....i totally forgot about my camera phone ok?...(-.-)....lol!!) So yea...here are some photos of the fish n also a short video of i don't know...random vid (^^)....

The fish

again the fish

another photo of the fish (top view)

the Catcher releasing his catch

The video (so so random this one...LOL!!!!!) n in case you're wondering...its actually big chunk of ice on top a heated charcoal....(^^)

Okie people that's all for now.....(^^)

Till next time (^^)v

2009-04-29T22:16:00.000+08:00

Hei guys...please read this story...but before you do read it...please please play the video below and then start reading ok?? Make sure the video load to finish before u read it...(^^)

As the door closed, and she heard the lock being set into place, she knew she had no other choice than to leave. And so she did, with her heart shattered into a million pieces, and the thought of crying foremost in her mind, she turned away from the house, hiding her broken heart and with a composure so plastic (she had the look that said - fine, fine, u want it this way n so i'll accept it...) when inside she was crying and screaming for the sadness in her heart brought out pain..too much pain.

She continued to walk, walk away with that fake composure for another few blocks, before finally she put it away and let out the pain and the sadness that was eating her, and she cried.

Meanwhile, he, on the other hand, watched her as she left his house. His heart also crushed. He felt (as she moved further and further away from him) that his heart was torn into tiny little pieces and the agony he felt was tremendous. But he had no other choice but to let her go. She had after all found the man of her life and it was not him. And since he still love her, this was the only way that he could think of to let her go. So that she will no longer had to depend on him, or turned to him in time of troubles and he did all this for her own good. He watched her until she disappeared out of view before he moved away from the window and with his back facing the door...leaned heavily on them.

"I'm sorry," he thought. "But i have to do this. I love you and because i love you too much...that's why i did what i just did...i can't bear the pain and jealousy when i saw you with him...it's killing me from the inside out to see you to be that close to him, that's why i have to do this to u...I'm so so sorry..."

Then he bowed his head down and cried his heart out...letting out the intense pain he felt for leaving her.

From where he was, inside his car, he saw what happened clearly, and he sort of regret what was happening...it was obvious with the two of them...they still love each other even after they decided to move separate way...and yes, he shouldn't have interfere in the first place...he should have realize it from the beginning and never let himself involved with the two of them and now the guilt ate at him, hitting him from every direction...and somehow he felt as if he was the worst kind of man in this world...

So in order to rid himself of the guilt, he step out of the car and decided to follow her. He tried his best to follow her in such a way that she wouldn't realize that he was there but it was hard for him to do it. So he did what he was not suppose to do...he followed her as close as he could and as he did get closer to her, he could hear her cry and that made him feel even worst...he wanted to grab her and just held her in his arm at that moment but he couldn't he reminded himself...it was not going to be him, it should be him...

He turned away from her for a split second, just to look away and calm himself, and that was when he heard a woman screaming, he turned to the screaming woman and what he saw almost made his heart stop entirely. He looked at the screaming woman who was pointing at...at her as she cross the road without care of looking if it was safe to cross...she was crossing the road without realising that a fast, mad-moving truck was coming at her. Shit! he thought. And without any thought of his safety, he ran, grabbed her and threw their bodies away from the danger. Luckily, they both escaped from being run down by the truck, and they only experiencing minor scratches and bruises.

"Are you ok?" He asked her. Then without care he shook her so hard. "What were you thinking of crossing the road like that?" He practically shout at her. But she didn't answer him, but instead she hug him tight and continued to cry. All his anger and frustration gone at that instant and since he could do nothing else, he hug her back, and stroke her long, soft, dark hair and mumbling sweet nonsense just to soothe her.

While in his heart, he told her this:

"I'm sorry...this is all my fault. I shouldn't have known you. I shouldn't get close to you and let you fall for me. It was the biggest mistake that could have ever happened. If only i could turn back time, i'll make sure that that time when we first met never to occur...at least this would not happened and you'll be able to be with him...the two of you together...happy, both twined together by love, till both your soul and his become one, till both your heart and his beats together as one...forever."

THE END

Chocolate calculator

2009-04-23T14:39:00.003+08:00

Hei people,

m just cleaning up my inbox and i cam upon this mail from a friend. Its called choc calculator and guess what i tried it before n it works (^^)...so if u have time try it ya???

Orite cheers,
C.R

Don't tell me your age; you probably would tell a falsehood anyway

-but the Hershey Man will know! YOUR AGE BY CHOCOLATE MATH

This is pretty neat.

DON'T CHEAT BY SCROLLING DOWN FIRST!
It takes less than a minute ..
Work this out as you read .
Be sure you don't read the bottom until you've worked it out!
This is not one of those waste of time things, it's fun.

1. First of all, pick the number of times a week that you would like to have chocolate (more than once but less than 10)

2. Multiply this number by 2 (just to be bold)

3 Add 5

4. Multiply it by 50 -- I'll wait while you get the calculator

5. If you have already had your birthday this year add 1759 ..
If you haven't, add 1758.

6. Now subtract the four digit year that you were born.

You should have a three digit number

The first digit of this was your original number
(i.e., how many times you want to have chocolate each week).

The next two numbers are

YOUR AGE! (Oh YES, it is!!!!!)

THIS IS THE ONLY YEAR (2009) IT WILL EVER WORK, SO SPREAD IT AROUND WHILE IT LASTS.

chocolate Calculator.

Just a quick update (^^)

2009-04-22T22:06:00.003+08:00

Hei hei hei!!!!!

Sorry long time no update..been busy doin this n that now. Anyway, yea, this will be a short one...rite now working and yea doin mostly church activities. I'm happy so far with what i do...(^^). Oh yea, u might not know this but since i also got some free time i started writing short story and yea, working on a much longer story now...but but that story will not be posted here...its in my other blog (^^)...

Hmmm...moving on, its April already, and yea...i would like to wish a few of my friends and relative a very happy birthday...now these lucky people are Nick, Alwin, hmmm....oh yea my sister!!! LOL!!! Happy Birthday!!!!! Wish u all the best in everything u do and God bless u all (^^)

Orite, i guess that's all from me for now.....

BYe!!!! (^.^)v

An inspiration to us all...

2009-04-09T12:29:00.003+08:00

Just watch and hear what he have to say OK?? I know some of you may not like to see the video but just hear what he had to say...for me its very inspirational...

And yes, i hope this will inspire u as well...

I got this video from a friend who mail it to me...thanks (^^)

Someone sent me this...

2009-03-31T13:05:00.005+08:00

There was a blind girl who hated herself because she was blind. She
hated everyone, except her loving boyfriend. He was always
there for her. She told her boyfriend, 'If I could only see
the world, I will marry you.'

One day, someone donated a pair of eyes to her. When the bandages
came off, she was able to see everything, including her
boyfriend.

He asked her,'Now that you can see the world, will you marry me?' The
girl looked at her boyfriend and saw that he was blind. The
sight of his closed eyelids shocked her. She hadn't expected
that. The thought of looking at them the rest of her life
led her to refuse to marry him.

Her boyfriend left in tears and days later wrote a note to her
saying: 'Take good care of your eyes, my dear, for before
they were yours, they were mine.'

This is how the human brain often works when our status changes.
Only a very few remember what life was like before, and who
was always by their side in the most painful situations.

Reflect upon this and ask yourself...am i like the girl?? or am i like the
boyfriend??

2009-03-28T22:26:00.001+08:00

Hai all, this is the final part of my story...since this is the last, then i decided to post it in all my blog...the private and this open blog (^^)...please comment on the story ok??

Hey beautiful,

I'm sorry i didn't tell you about this, i'm sorry i hid this from you, but please understand me...i did not wish for you to be hurt because of me and it's very very painful for me to see you hurt. That is why i decided not to tell you...

A week before...

Finally he was back. After spending a long time abroad working, now he was back. He smiled as he walked out of the airport, finally he can see her and be with her, and from this moment onward he will cherished the time they spent together and he promised himself to love her with all his heart and more if that was possible. So without wasting time, he waved for a taxi and gave the taxi driver the direction to her home.

All the time, along the way, he was grinning to himself, the happiness in his heart was too much to contain and of course his return home was a secret and a surprise for her. She still thought he was working abroad but somehow God is good and he was given leave earlier than he thought. He watched out of the window as the familiar neighbourhood began. Nothing had changed, well of course there was some changes but it was really just a minor changes and somehow he felt good that the place still look and felt the same before he left. As the taxi came close to her house, he opened his bag to take out his wallet to pay the taxi driver and at the same time, took out a very small dark blue box, his huge surprise for her. Just to make sure that the content of the box was still in the box, he opened the lid as the taxi stopped in front of her house. Great, he thought, and smile. The ring was still in the box. He closed the lid, put it inside his jacket pocket and paid the driver (who smile at him and wish him the best of luck) before he went out and stood in front of her house.

This is it, it's now or never...so slowly and confidently (even though his heart was racing inside of him), he walked toward the door and press the doorbell. It took a while before he heard soft footsteps and the door was opened. There she was standing in front of him, looking so beautiful than ever and from the expression on her face she was so shocked to see him. He smiled, and uttered his famous line he used with her, 'hey beautiful,'. That took her out of her shocked state and she jumped at him, hugging him tightly and uttering you're back again and again between the kisses.

A few days after...

He was in the bathroom, searching the counter for medicine. He knew he put it in the counter which also act as the bathroom mirror. As he searched, he heard her coming and before he could stop she was there at the door.

'Are you ok?' she asked, concerned. 'You don't look so well.."

'I'm fine beautiful,' he replied. 'I've had a headache, that's all,'

'But you look so pale, are you sure you're ok?'

No, i'm not. 'Yes, i'm fine' Slowly ignoring the pain in his head, his vision blur, he walked to her and hug her, kissed her on the forehead, pouring all the love he had for her, tell her he love her so much, before he was engulfed by intense pain and total darkness. The last he heard and felt was her voice filled with panic calling his name, and her tears as it fell on his face.

The next few days after...

When he opened his eyes, he was in the hospital bed. He felt so weak, so tired and a little lighter. But he ignored that all and slowly he turned to his left where he knew she will be. He could feel her hand on his, so warm and so soft. She was sleeping, her head lying on his shoulder, her face facing him as if waiting for him to wake up. She looked pale and tired, but still beautiful. Slowly he lifted his other hand and ran his finger slowly and lovingly on her face, then her beautiful, soft brown hair. He tried to talk, to whisper to her but somehow he can't, so with his finger still lingering on her face and hair, he spoke to her from his heart...although she can't hear him, he hope she will, he hope she felt it.

'Hey beautiful, I'm sorry i didn't tell you about this, i'm sorry i hid this from you, but please understand me...i did not wish you be hurt because of me and it's very very painful for me to see you hurt. That is why i decided not to tell you...

I'm sorry i put you through all this...i thought i have more time and that i can hold on much longer, but it seem that i was wrong, i'm sorry, please forgive me...please forgive me, my love...'

Slowly, tears ran down his face, he can no longer hold it, he was so sad, his heart crushed, the pain of separating from her was so intense and he knew he will be leaving her soon.

'...I love you, i love you so much that i plan to make you my wife but i have to stop myself, it pain me to do so but i have to do it. I'm worried about you, i don't know what would happened after i left you, but one thing i hope from you is that you will continue living even though i'm gone. I hope you'll be strong to continue on living...and i...i wish you happiness...'

He had to stop, he can't continue, it was hurting him too much, so he stopped, kissed her fore head and then let the tears out.

At exactly 12am on the same day, he breathe his last. That last moment before he died, he was holding her hand, both of her hand and they were looking at each other, his last message to her was 'goodbye beautiful, i love you', it was said without word but he knew she get it because she replied him by saying 'goodbye handsome, i love you too'

THE END

I stumbled upon this song yesterday...

2009-03-18T12:29:00.004+08:00

For those who are struggling with their life, hear this song...it will inspire you (^^)

Last word:

"Never Give Up, always Hold On and you will see in the end that everything will work out for the best..."

v(^^)v

Work and Famine

2009-03-17T13:48:00.003+08:00

Whew...hei people (^^)

I'm back...so so sorry, its been a while since i posted any new post and yea, kind of busy and tired and also a bit lazy to update..(^^).

Anyway, so yes, working now as a tuition teacher, not bad lar...its awkward the first few classes, but then after that its ok...(^^), hmm...that's one part of my life now...

The other part, yea, now getting busy with a lot of church activities especially this weekend, where 30 hr FAMINE will be held in COLA church. Now...basically during this famine, those people involved will be like fasting for 30 hours straight...the reason we do this is to create awareness and make the youth realised that there are more less fortunate people out there, and that these people are hungry and sick and really need attention and help. Ooo...apart from fasting for 30 hr, this famine also involved a lot of charity activities and also activities to open the eyes of the youth to see what is happening to our world today...oh...and also some of the money received during this famine will be donated to the organisation called the 'world vision'. If you need more info about world vision just try and google it...ok?? (^^)

Anyway, that's all for now...can't think of anything else to write...(^^),

Oh...oh (0.0)!! one more thing, just remember, i've been struggling with my work time and church time when i first start working and yea its kind of really stress me out...but right now, there is no more of that, i manage to fix it and yea, i can easily enjoy my working time and my church time...(^^)

Orite, until next time ('.')

New chapter begin now...

2009-03-03T12:15:00.000+08:00

Helo! So yes, its March n start working as tuition teacher for real..i'l b teachin on friday n sunday, n mayb wed n saturday also... N yes, now wat i have to do is to divide my time properly, i need to plan everything carefuly...since i'm goin to divide my time workin as teacher n working in church.. Orite, so dats what actualy new..what i mean as new chapter begin.. Oh yea..m stil waiting for d call from MOE tho, for d permanent teacher job, so yea this tuition teacher job is kind of helping me to b prepare when i got d job as a permanent teacher.. Ok, moving on, jst got back into contact wit my friend L n tis friend of mine, O, frm sg..anyway, message for the both of u...to L: good luck n i wish u all d best in evrythin u do ther as u continue ur study there...To O: i wish u also good luck, i knw ur having ur exam now, study well ok? N yea, dont push yourself to much when u study for ur exam, i knw u want to get excellent result bt my dear friend, u need to rest n have a break in between study ok? N its fine f u find d exam hard, dnt blame urself to much for it, u study for it already, what u can do is u jst try to do the best u can for that exam paper ok? Orite little soldier, good luck to u and all d best! Orite, dats all for now! Bye! (^^)

Sayonara...gudbye

2009-02-26T21:25:00.003+08:00

Hai people,

Hmm...today is really a sad day, my best friend L is leaving to further study for a time duration of 3 years. L left around 6pm today and arrived safely at around 8ish pm. Anyway, To L: wishing u the best in everything you do and yes, good luck with starting a new beginning of your new chapter in this life (^^)

Oh, through L i send a present to another of my friend and i just received news that this friend of mine likes it very much (^^)...so glad!!! I'm a bit hesitant when i bought the present, debating if this friend of mine will like it or not and yes i'm happy and glad that this friend of mine like the present (^^). To my dear friend: that is for all the changes you have made in your life, for all the bravery, the courage, the good deeds that you do, the promises you fulfilled, the strength you've shown me and for your hardworking effort. Keep it up ya???

Oh...finally, i've got a job and i'm starting tomoro and to all of you who had read my stories, posted previously, thank you very much and yea, the rest of the story will not be posted in this blog anymore but it will be posted in my other blog (^^)...hmmm...whats the blog address?? ('.') Sorry ya, but its a secret....(^^)

Anyway, the two stories i've previously will be tranferred to my other blog and will no longer be found in this blog...

Orite, that's all gotta rush rush (^^) need to prepare for tomoro class!!!!

Bye!!! (^^)

Hello!!!!! Oh...what's this?? Birthday?? ABC??

2009-02-18T14:11:00.008+08:00

Hai!!!!

Its been a while since i post anything in this blog...its not that i don't have the time but yea...i'm kind of not really in the mood...and i've been trying to open up another blog, a more personal one...Well anyway, let's just move on shall we...

Okie, as a start, i wanna wish a very happy birthday to my bro in Scotland.

So....

(^^) HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRO!! (^^)

Wishing you all the best in everything you do (^^)

Oh okie, that's done let move on...anyway, so yea, a few days ago i received an email from a friend and its really is interesting...the title is like 'remember ABC' at first i thought it was just a funny email, you know those email that made u laugh but when i read it, it's really some kind of like words of encouragement...(^^), and yea i just want to share it with you all out there....

So here how it goes:

Remember your ABC??

(-.-)'' why is it small??? Aiya...nevermind (-.-)'' Anyway, moving on...i'm updating my song list, i deleted most of it and replace with some new songs...try and browse the song if you like...(^^)...

Okie, that's all from me....

I'll update again soon....

Ooooo...btw...this song is nice...LOL!!! i know i'm being random but yea....try to hear this song...its a bit emo but i just like it...(^^) and its one of the song i put in the music box

"Without Love"

Ooh...yeah...ooh... yeah... la da da da da...Ooh.

If I speak in the tongues of angels, but have not love
I'm only a resounding noise
If I have the gift of knowledge
And if my faith moves mountains high
But have not love I am nothing

[Chorus]
Though I know the One
Who holds the stars in the heavens
In the palm of His hand
If I give all I possess
To the poor and the helpless
I'll still gain nothing
Without love

(Without Love)

Love's patient
True love is always kind
Love does not envy
Never brags, it's never proud
Slow to wrath, it keeps no records of wrongs against friends
Love forgives
We all could use forgiveness

Though I know the One who holds (I know the One)
The stars in the heavens
In the palm of His hands
If I give all I possess (All I possess)
To the poor and the helpless
I'll still gain nothing (without love)

oh... OOh... without love... oh

Love never fails
Love is true
Love's the one thing that can always change you
Love is patient
Love is kind
Love's the one reason the world survives
Love never fails
Love is true
Love's the one thing that can always change you
Love is patient
Love is kind
Love's the one reason the world survives

Though I know the One who holds (I know the One)
The stars in the heavens
In the palm of His hands (Oh..)
If I give all I posses (All I possess)
To the poor and the helpless
I'll still gain nothing
Without Love

Without Love
ooh...hey...yeah...

credits goes to www.azlyrics.com

Orite, bye!!!!!!

Hmmm....just updating...(^^)

2009-02-10T12:45:00.005+08:00

Hei,

So yea, let me just put up an update for you all...okie, so yesterday was the last day for chinese new year and yes, got to attend family dinner and what can i say about the dinner...(^^), its huge and its fun!!! There was a lot of foods, to be exact like there were 15 dishes all together...and like all were super delicious!!!! (^^)...After dinner a short break before all the fireworks started to lit up the night sky!!!! And we were like UHHH!!! AHHHH!!!! YEA!!!!! lol!!!!! (^^) it was so much fun!!!! It feels like becoming young again, like small kids!! (btw...of course i'm still young!!! hehehehe)...

All in all yesterday was fun, i've got some photos of yesterday event during the dinner but not much, only a few and most of the photos are photos of the foods (o.0)!!! LOL!!!! but you know what? I'm not going to post it here, i mean what's the point?? It's just foods wah, so yea, i'm not going to post the photos...

I know i told someone that i'm going to post it but after a few hours considering, i've decided not to post it because it's no use also....Oh...oh...hehehehe, i've skip church class yesterday...LOL!!! But just for yesterday lar...(^^), continue to attend next week tho....and don't worry i'll finish my homework, for the session i missed ok??? (^^)

Oh...going to get a present from someone special today, well i'm suppose to get it two days ago but some people just thought all the presents was for them alone (-.-)' (LOL!!!! Just kidding here!!!)...so yea, can't wait for tonight even though i sort of know what it was already...(^^)...

Hmm...what else ah?? Oh...(-.-)' eh...what am i about to say ah??? (-.-)''

Nevermind...

Bah, that's all for now...(^^), until next time ya...

OKie, Chett Ratwood blasting off again!!!!!!!! (lol!!!!!!!)

(^^) (-.-)' (^^)

2009-02-06T15:43:00.007+08:00

Hello people,

Hmmm...its raining the whole night and it's still raining now...and it's so cold...(-.-)''. I dont even have to switch on the fan and like right now have my jacket on...(-.-)''.

Anyway, enough bout the weather (^^). Let me see, oh...life is a bit hectic now...(no problem whatsoever, just that there's so much to do..(^^)v...). i don't mind tho. i'll just try and balance them all until all is done. I know i can do it and i will..anyway, yeah so the great day had passed and all i can say is its super cool!!!! And fun and i'm very happy to see so many people...the house is full, i mean it...it's full, and then of course noisy, with children screaming, running around and of course the laughter, it so lively lar....it ends at around 11.30pm i think and yea, even though have to clean everything after that but it's worth it! (^^). I should have post photos of it here but then, i don't really have a camera now and like i hadn't thought of taking photos at that time, my mind just simply went pass the fact that i needed to take few photos of that nite but yea...in the end none....

Uh...uh, thank u to all those who attend the event that night...really appreciate your presence there...and sorry if somehow you were not entertained while attending the event...so busy wah (^^)....but yea then again, THANK YOU for attending...

Oh!!!

.....

.....

(-.-)''

Talking about that, now i remember something (-.-)'', that night is also the night some people raided my book collections...and like what was once organised become disorganised...(and right now i'm like so not in the mood to arranged it back to its former organised arrangement...) (-.-)'' Hmmmm...that is all i'm going to say, so if u feel like you're being hit my a very fast and super speedy guilt attack then u know what that mean....(just joking..(^^)...LOL!!!!)

Anyway, there is something else going on also and i'm not talking about that event, this is different..i yea...i don't know how to say it...but...(-.-)'' i better not tell eh...let the suspense does it work and left you people wondering what am i going to say...lol!!! (hint?? lol!!! umm...something to do with people...there! That's vague enough...only the closest to me understand this i hope...)
(btw...its not scandalous as L like to say it, LOL!!!!)

Oh well that is all from me then, Uh...before i forget will be attending talks for a few days, and probly won't update the blog...(^^)

Oh, a message to someone, where ever u are, cheer up, ok??

"Problems come, problems go, it may be difficult now but look forward to the end, and you will see that you will be stronger, braver and much more mature than you will ever be when all this is over"

Okie that's all for my update today!!!!

Bye (^^)v

It's going to get busy!!!!!!

2009-02-03T11:54:00.004+08:00

Hello people!!!

Hmmm...2moro is that day!!! and very likely going to get busy starting later evening till 2moro midnight...why??? well preparation had to be made for 2moro event right and seriously 2moro is the days that i've been waiting for and 2moro will be the time where the house will become lively again with shouts, laughter and talk and...er...gossip!! LOL!!! So guys if i happened to be not responding that fast 2moro or that i don't go online then you should know that i'm busy okie?? I know i keep you wondering what is going to happened 2moro nite and i know you are eager to know but right now...i'll let you guess...ahahahahaha...jahat kan?? But for those who knew...i hope u are not going to reveal it...(-.-)'' (i trust you will do as i said??)

Moving on, i know i should mentioned this in my previous post but i totally forgot about it...its just that on Saturday, we got this activity called "Life Nite" that took place in KB and it was really a blast!!!! although on the way there, there are a lot of incidents...like encountering muddy road along Sungai Liang i think...(*.*)...i don't exactly know and then again flooded road which was around the Seria to KB road....lol!!! macam adventure saja jadinya the trip...(i love to show you the photos but i don't have it right now and like i don't think you want to see it anyway...lol!!!!)

Okie, got to go now...still have a lot of work to do and yea...busy busy busy!!!!!!

Orite people, Chett Ratwood blasting off again!!!!! (Ahahahahaha....remember pokemon?? the Team Rocket?? LOL!!!!!!)

v(^^)v

New friend...

2009-02-02T13:06:00.003+08:00

Helo people!!!

Anyway, yes...the update...i know...so here they are...

Okie, first i want to mention that i've read the Christine Feehan 'Dark Curse' till finish and all i can say is that its so different from the rest of the book...m not sure how to describe it but that's it...it's just different (^^)...and that is all i'm going to say...m not going to spoil the story....

Moving on...chinese new year this year is not really that...lively...i guess for lack of better word, mayb because of the rain and all the flood and landslides thing....i don't know lar...but yea...uhh, but i'm glad that the 1st day of chinese new year, the young adult decided to drop by the house...it was fun loud and well....shook the house till its almost fall apart!!!! LOL!!!! just kidding but yea it was fun....(^^)v (uh...uh...and thanks for coming guys!!!!)

Oh...and the greatest thing of all that i want to mention here is that i'm just being introduce to this little friend by L and somehow we just kind of bond together!!! It was fun talking with him and he's funny to the max...and he made me happy just talking with him...btw, he's just a kid...and really i'm like his koko (which in english means brother) now...lol!!!! (^^)

Well that's all for now...i need to do one more thing before tonight, an assignment really...so that's all!!!!

v(^^)v

Happy Chinese New Year!!!!!

2009-01-28T14:38:00.004+08:00

Elo people!!!

I'm back again!!! Haih...what can i say, its been a busy week and not only that, so many event are going on at the moment.

Anyway, lets just go straight to the updates!!!

Okie...1st of all....

v(^^)v HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!!!!! v(^^)v

LOL!!!! i know its a bit late but yea i don't care...its still chinese new year what but just day 3...

Orite, moving on....i've finally got the new book by Christine Feehan!!!!!!!!!! Finally i got it!!! Thanks to L!!!!!! halfway thru the book now and like its so very interesting!!!!!!! Gila eh!!!!!

Oh...i've uploaded photos on the 1st day of Chinese New Year, just check the photo magazine area for the photos!!!!!

Okie....i think that's all for now...short and simple....

Bye!!!!! (^^)

Busy...busy...no electricity (-.-)"

2009-01-23T14:20:00.003+08:00

Hei people!!!!

M like in a zone now...like trying to charge my mobile and then my laptop...cause like there's no electricity at home (-.-)''...and yea it started like on wednesday i think...*sigh* so mental eh...anyway, enough bout that...there's nothing i can do to change it....

Movin on, let me just update u all on the activities done for like a week (and hei...i'm doin this for one of my friend who like badgerin me to update, n yea u know who u are...) Okie, so attend Sunday program...its fun and cool but a bit tiring eh..., Monday, attend another activity in church, the group getting bigger and more fun...(^^), Tuesday, another church activity...same as Wednesday and Thursday... attend PPC meeting...and yea that's all...

So u who want me to update, there u go (^^) (not angry ah...) nothing major happening...except a few landslide and banjir in some places and yea no electricity in some of the major places in Brunei district (-.-)'' i still can't help myself from getting mental just thinking about it all....

Anyway, just got news form L that L bought me the new book to the carpathian series 'dark curse' after so long waitin for it to come out here in brunei....(-.-)'' Thanks yea!!!!!!

Orite....that's all for now...

Bye!!!!

I thought i'm going well...

2009-01-14T13:33:00.003+08:00

Hei....

Just a little bit of an update, not an eventful past few days anyway. Let see, so far being active in church activities, the year opener youth camp - that's on Saturday and Sunday, then Monday another activity and oso yesterday...Anyway, there'll be more church activities to attend to but that will be in a few days time...so yea rite now that's all.

Rite, so...i've sort of got a sore throat after the year opener youth camp (mayb due to the shouting or the singing...i have no idea....) and seriously have been preparing myself since then to take careful measure so that the sore throat won't turn into sickness. And yea for a while i thought i did good with it as the sore throat was gone in a matter of one day but unfortunately that was just temporary as like today i woke up fresh but after like breakfast the sneezing start -.-'''' and like now...still do but whew...at least not as bad as this morning....-.-'''' (but my nose is turning red like the red on the traffic light (o.0)?!!!) I'm so hating this and really i'll do my best to stop it from progressing into something that i don't want!!! And all of you out there i think know what i meant here...u know....sneezing...then headache ...then....sore throat again but this time followed by itchiness and finally cough!!!! That i don't want and so i'll will try my best to prevent that!!!!! I do watever i can to stop this!!!!

Yea!!!! I'll be cure today!!!! I must!!!!! (^^)v....wish me luck K?? LOL!!!!!!

Oh...anyway, enough bout me...moving on....got message from D that the surgery went well and so now hoping and wishing that D will recover fast!!!! Hmmm...and yes...one more thing...i guess L now is happy and yeah most of the problem solve rite?? So yea congrats to you and yea another congratulation for u because of the good news u just received!!!!

Hmmm....wat else ah??? Oh...yea....gonna have a movie nite with friends this coming saturday!!!! Can't wait for it eh....Its gonna be fun fun fun!!!! and i just know it!!!! (^^)v

Uh...yea, i guess that's all for now....oh...before i go...here's the list of songs that i put in my blog:

Muse - Supermassive black hole
Paramore - I caught myself
Gary Pinto - Behold the cross
Guy Sebastian - Taller, stronger, better
Stacie Orrico - There's gotta be more to life
Iron and Wine - Flightless bird, American mouth
Collective soul - Tremble for my beloved
Jordin Spark feat Chris Brown - No air
Mariah Carey and Whitney Houston - When you believe
Delta Goodrem - Never fade away
Daniel Powter - Bad day
Clair De Lune - The APM Orchestra

So there you go guys...just in case your wondering about the songs in this blog....anyway, yeah thats all for now....

Bye!!!! (^^)

Just something that pops into my mind....

2009-01-12T13:04:00.003+08:00

The first time i saw you, i know you're an angel. The first time i touched you, i know that it'll be easy to love you, to pour out my love fully for you. The first time i held you in my arm, i know that i'm going to love you forever, to bits and pieces, to always be there for you, every steps of your life.

I care for you, I'll do anything for you, and i will protect you with my life. The time spent with you is heaven to me. To see you looking at me with eyes full of love, to see you smile or laugh, makes my heart warm and filled with joy.

But sadly that did not last long, as one day you just left me. Left me without telling me, without giving me any reason why you left, and not even goodbye. And yes!!! you managed to break my heart and shattered it into million pieces. My heart so full of warmth and joy before now filled with cold bitter wind, un-ending pain and emptiness. Why did you do this to me??? Why??? Why??? After all the things i've done for you??? I don't deserve all this!!!!!

I felt as if i'm going crazy without you. But alas, i've overcome it all and all i can say is thank you, thank you for leaving me...thank you for leaving me without saying anything, cause by doing so, you'll make me much more stronger than i am before, much more mature than i am before and you'll make me learn to love much much more than i have loved before....

C.H.09

Camp...hospital

2009-01-11T22:31:00.004+08:00

Heloo people!!!

Hei!! So how ya all doin?? Anyway, orite...i know i said gonna write new post as often as i could and i know like its been few days since i wrote a post...and yea so sorry bout that, my life just got busy a few days ago with wat the preparation of the youth camp and yea coordinating it with several others...anyway, the camp finished today tho and as what i can say about the camp is that it was Ok lar...its fun and i guess a bit stress but yea overall from my point of view it was a successful and fun youth camp!!!! So congratulation guys!!! You know who you are!!!!!

Oh...btw...just finish watching the Korean drama today after i had to delay for a few day as you know due to the camp (the preparation and coordinating it with the rest of the gang!!!) and yeah m a bit disappointed lar, the story is cool but there's just something that i'm not quite like about the story even though the baby in the story was cute (^^)....and i mean really really cute!!!!!! Oh and yea some part in the drama series is funny, some i don't know it kind of just grab you really really into the story, some part will make you cry and also some part made you longing for something (i'm not gonna tell you what is that longing in my case....but as i said that's for my case, i'm not sure about you all)...anyway, all in all the drama was OK and yeah dats all m gonna say bout the drama....

Moving on....i just got news a few day ago that a friend of mine was admitted into hospital and need to go for surgery, nothing serious (well at least in my point of view its not serious...i may be wrong tho...) its something to do with the eyes, D got into surgery oled and yea hope D is fine now and recovering fast...uh and talking bout hospital, i noticed that after a long time not going to the RIPAS hospital...its kind of strange and a bit alien and i'm not sure about this but...its seemed to change from what i previously know of the hospital...as if they did renovation on it....^^...(mayb they did and its just me so not out of my shell yet...yea i guess so...) Anyway, i'll just leave it at that....

Orite, i guess that's all for now...

(^^)v

There's got to be more to life....

2009-01-06T14:31:00.010+08:00

SONG: THERE'S GOTTA BE MORE TO LIFE - STACIE ORRICO

I've got it all, but I feel so deprived
I go up, I come down and I'm emptier inside
Tell me what is this thing that I feel like I'm missing
And why can't I let it go

[Chorus]
There's gotta be more to life...
Than chasing down every temporary high to satisfy me
Cause the more that I'm...
Tripping out thinking there must be more to life
Well it's life, but I'm sure... there's gotta be more
Than wanting more

I've got the time and I'm wasting it slowly
Here in this moment I'm half way out the door
Onto the next thing, I'm searching for something that's missing

[repeat chorus]

i'm wanting more
I'm always waiting on something other than this
Why am I feelin' like there's something I missed.....

[repeat chorus] 2x

CREDIT GOES TO AZLYRICS.COM

Haih...somehow this song touched me today...so strange, and like i just got into an emo state...mayb cause i've just heard about this shocking news from my friends about something (i dnt wanna revealed it here) which made me feel like i'm a total reject or mayb just an after effect of yesterday event involving someone problem, another friend of mine...*sigh*...i don't know!! watever lar!!!!

Anyway, yeah enough of that!! M not writing this to tell u about what i feel....so lets just move on. So yea...i told u about the new korean drama that i bought yesterday rite? Well last nite try n watch the 1st episode of the drama and what do u know??? Its funny and hilarious!!! (^^)...yea might as well watch it you all...(^^), oh..but i have to tell you that er...its not suitable for children under 18 tho...LOL!!! Cause some of the scene are umm...u know not suitable for children under 18...(well for the 1 episode for now...) but yea, just to be cautious, if u wanna watch it please make sure that all that is watching the drama is 18 and above...anyway, dats all for now...gonna continue watch the drama in a short while...

Orite dats all!!! Oh...btw....Congrats to L again!!!!! (^^)v

Sooooo.....sleepyyyyyy....

2009-01-05T15:20:00.002+08:00

Elllooooo!!!!

So...so..yea...lately got quite sleepy and like tired, don't know why....well...at the moment i'm taking chicken essence every morning tho and probably that's why lar but then i doubt it since it say there clearly in the bottle that the chicken essence is used to provide energy...so then the only possible solution of why i'm getting tired and sleepy all the time is because of sleeping late at nite...(-.-)''

Why sleep late u ask?? Well chatting lar of course...*sigh* yea i know its bad and i should stop but what to do...the friend i chat with need to talk wit me bout something and like needed help so yea...(altho most of the time we chat about nonsense -.-''') Anyway, yea so if u guys see me and like m looking more or less like a panda or raccoon, you'll know what i did rite??

Yea so enough bout that...lets just move on to other stuff....Ok...chat again with L last nite, chat about some stuff (secret...cannot be revealed here...sorry), and and like i dnt know what happened to me but i just go gila-gila and so random while chatting with L and L was laughing non-stop...well L got a prob wat so its my job as a friend to cheer L up and yes i think i did a job well done and i'm glad that L managed to resolve the problem...(Great job L!!!! I know you can do it) (^^)v

Oh...now as i mentioned above i'm into chicken essence every morning rite, well...what can i say...its really really BAD!!!! I'm actually reluctant to drink it every morning...not that i hate it so much bit its the taste wah!!!! the taste lingered even after a while and like its really really salty and the smell is gosh!!! I dnt know how to describe it....wat? u want me to stop?? No!! cannot eh...i must finish it and like its healthy wat...and some one also said its gud for me so i must drink it...so yea dats wat i'm gonna do...to drink it one bottle every morning till finish....(wat to do...i can't throw it away and i can't u know stop since it's been decreed to me to finish all of it)..

Anyway, enough of that *shudder* (0.o)!@!#$..Oh another thing i wanna mentioned is that i wanna thanks J for the wall photo that J created...not for me but for J alone. Its just that in that photo wall J created i'm included wah in it...so yea thanks J for including me in ur wall photo!!! (^^)v. Lol!!!! Btw that wall photo include other photos as well not only me lar it like J memories of 08.

So yea...i guess that's all...Oh wait!!! I just wanna tell you one other thing, i bought a new korean drama series...its called 'one mom and three dads'...from the review the drama series was great so can't wait to watch it!!! Oh....remember my post from last year where i said i'm waiting for the latest Carpathian dark series by Christine Feehan called the 'Dark Curse'....ITS NOT OUT YET IN BRUNEI!!!!!!! (-.-)!@#$%!@# and to think that the last time i check the book seller (in one of the book shop...not gonna tell u which one), she said it will be available in three weeks...now its like more oled i think and still the book don't appear to be on sale!!! *sigh*

So yea...i guess i'll just wait for it then...

Orite people dats all for now...v(^^)v

What a surprise!!!!

2009-01-03T14:30:00.002+08:00

Hei people!!!!

So yea...m older now by one year...(^^)v LOL!!!! N m really really happy!!!!! Oh btw...so yesterday as i said there's a meeting in church rite? Well...it a very interesting meeting although not many attending...agenda of the meeting...NOT gonna tell you...its a secret...(^^)v...Anyway, so after the meeting decided to go home but then needed to discuss something with C about the post mortem of the Christmask party that had been held on the 27th Dec 08. Nothing much to discuss though since in my opinion its the best party ever!!! So after that decide that since that's all there is...wanna go home but then they said the meeting actually resume back...and i was like 'resume?? really?? Ok lets go...' and then imagine to my shock when i enter the office and like everyone was shouting 'HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!' Oh man!!! i actually bumped the door to the office because of it!!! LOL!!! so malu eh!!!! there they were celebrating my birthday and i bumped into the office door...LOL!!!!!

Yea...so its really a surprise for me...thanks everyone for celebrating my birthday....thank you from the bottom of my heart!!!!

Oh...i wanna thanks those who send me birthday greeting also...either in the form of email, text messages and even in facebook...thank you very much for the birthday greeting...really appreciate it so much....and thanks for the birthday present oso!!! v(^.^)v

Thank you!!! Thank you!!! Thank you!!!!

(^^)v

New Year...so have to have changes done...

2009-01-02T15:44:00.004+08:00

Hai!!!!!!!

So....it's new year 2009 now and what can i say.....must have something new rite? Yea...so as you notice i've change my blog skin or template whichever lar ah...how does it look?? Nice rite?? Cool!!!!!! (^^)v...very old world eh??

Ok...moving on...as i said, new year so must do some change lar rite? Yea...so this is what i'm gonna do this year...i will try my best to find a very nice job while waiting for the MOE to reply, apart from that i guess there's a few thing about me i wanna change oso...(but not..i repeat NOT gonna tell you what that is...), oh...wat else ah....hmmm...*sigh*...just lost it!!! (-.-)''''

Uh...uh...i guess i'm gonna b older than i am now in a few days...and yea...so hav to mature up a bit...hehehe...

Wat else ah...oh...today got meeting, after mass in church...not sure wats it about though but its probably very important...so will go and find out later....

Yes...i more thing, watched 'bedtime story' (two days ago (^^)v) and all i can say is that the movie is funny but not as interesting as you know like night in the muzeum...but then again...this is my point of view of the movie and as u all know different people different view so check out the movie and please don't because of me u don't watch it...orite??

Ok, i guess thats all for now...can't wait to grow older....(^^) LOL!!!!!!!!

Anyway, till next time...

p.s. i just found out that my best friend broke out with bf...well not exactly...i think....i dnt know...L made it sound so confusing (-.-)''' but L's fine and i'm glad!!!

Happy New Year Everyone!!!!

2008-12-31T12:13:00.007+08:00

Hei...back again!!!

So...so busy this past few days, what with the Christmas open house and well other stuffs to do but yeah...so here are some update....on the 29th Dec, Christmas open house at my place...a lot of people came but mostly family related and of course church friends....(although not all are invited...sorry) oh neighbours too...anyway, so yea the open house start at around 7pm till midnite and yes its quite OK lar, i can say its successful....and the amazing thing was that there's a lot of foods!!!! It was so unexpected eh...ther's even a turkey!!!!!!! (btw...it's quite yummmy...and its the first time i taste it!!!!!) Altogether there are like twelve dishes including the cakes....so yea its quite grand lar...orite enough talk more photos so here it is (photos taken from my phone camera so quality not really gud...sorry bout that)

Oh...i've been tagged by Liz (-.-)''' and i'm so not into this tagged thing but what the heck...

Start with 'this year I' and then write 20 things that you did this year. Then tag 7 people.

This year I:-
- Had the most fun...well at the 2nd half of the year at least....
- Graduated from Uni
- Go to KK for retreat with the youth
- Meet new friends
- Oh...close up with HM the sultan of Brunei....(^^)...i got the photos also....
- Work as youth coordinator for a month
- Experienced the worst interview ever (-.-)''
- Getting more involved with the church activities
- Involved in a play for the Christmas migrant party
- Got Christmas presents (this is unexpected!!!!)
- Oh....i'm refresh!!!! i've cracked my mask (confused??? hehehe not gonna tell u)
- Increased my book collection!!! (yea...bookish!!!)
- Got closer to God
- Had my first experience in teaching...
- Attended a great Christmask (Christmas) party!!!! (^.^)
- Tend to like household chore....lol!!!!
- Unemployed for most part of this year (not so proud here...and its not easy to find a job!)
- Learned how to save money...due to....(see above)
- Got to know a few very very close friends....(^^)v
- Oh yeah bought a new phone!!!! (^^) K618...

The 7 people I tag are: none....i dn't want to...

Oh...i just realised that today is the 31st Dec...the last day of the year 2008....new year is coming soon and yes...preparation, plan have to be made for the coming year...the year 2009....so yes to end this final post of the year 2008....i just wish everyone...my friends, family, everyone a very very happpy new year 2009!!!!!

Orite...until then gudbye!!!!! v(^^)v

ChristMask party!

2008-12-28T10:51:00.005+08:00

Well...so yesterday was d christmask party n like wohoo! It was fun, exciting n wonderful! Everyone wore masks of different style n yea it was a blast lar, lots n lots of laughter, v played games n wat can i say v have great fun! Not only for d guests bt also for us! I hope i can post photos of d event bt unfortunately d camera have lens problems! (-.-)'' so no photos lar...bt then again i guess i can ask Cathy for a few photos! So yeah, gonna wait for her to post the photos then gonna post it here..

Oh wait...i do have a few photos though before the camera go haywired!!!! (-.-)!@#$@$% Gosh, everything just have to go wrong when u're about to take interesting photos....someone in that party must have jinxed the camera....LOL (^^) just kidding!!!!

Anyway, here are the photos!!! And i guess that's all for now gotta go n do stuffs..orite gudbye! (^.^)v

Btw people, let's play the guess who game, shall we? Now who is the person behind the Jason 's mask??

Merry Christmas...

2008-12-26T10:16:00.002+08:00

Hei...i'm back...yesterday was a busy day...got to serve two masses, go to my uncle home for christmas and then had to attend the migrant christmas party....whew...so busy and a bit tiring oso...anyway, talking about migrant christmas party, it went well although it was raining...(you know...luckily the play i'm in is early...before the rain...f not definitely goin to be cancel....). The play Ok lar...the crowd like it i hope. Anyway, that's not why i write this post...what i intend to do is just to wish everyone i know...a happy, wonderful and blessed christmas.

So...

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE AND HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!

Practice...practice...practice....

2008-12-22T22:31:00.004+08:00

Hei people!!!

M back again...sorry didn't update but hey!!! the wireless around my area is a bit crappy starting last friday!!! Just imagine...the connection is really...really slow that loading a page take like a few minutes and refreshing the page again and again so yeah!!! its quite crappy!!!

Anyway, moving on...now that Christmas is like a few days to come...its kind of like getting busy lar...i've got practice almost like everyday of the week and its practice for not only one event but two...one for the Christmas migrant party and the other one is for the mass which will be held on the 24th and the 25th Dec itself...but as always...for me its ok (^^) at least i'm not bored and like i've got something to do...oh yeah...and lets not forget that Christmask party which will take place a few days after Christmas!!!! I really can't wait for it!!!!!! *running around the room like crazy!* (^.^)

Hmm...what else ah...i know i want to write something when the wireless connection for the last three days not working at all....i know i need to write something but rite now i just don't remember....(-.-)'''''

Oh!!! Wait!!! Ok...now i remember...you know when i say that books better than movie when you know famous books are made into movie...well i found out that that is not true all the time...well...for twilight anyway, i haven't read it yet (but i will...i assure you) and i know this because from what my sister was saying as she's reading the book now and already in the 2nd book, she said the movie is better than the book. Hmmm...and she's probably rite!!! After hearing her talk about the book as compare to the movie, i think i can agree with her....but anyway, i'll try and read the book first lar before i can agree with her....just to be fair lar...after all i don't want to be biased...yea...so...i'll just write about what i thought about the book next time lar ah...after i read all the books....and read till finish the book i'm currently reading....

Okie...bye!!!!! (^.^)v

In need of fashion advice....

2008-12-18T17:15:00.006+08:00

Eeeelo again!!!! (^^)

Anyway...yup...as you can guess i need some fashion advice!!!! *sigh* i'll be attending this party which will be held at the end of the month (not exactly..a few days before the 31st Dec actually...) and yea...i really have no idea what to wear for the party....*sigh* and me being me and i guess all of you out there who know me...i'm not that up-to-date with fashion and like i have no fashion sense at all...i just wear what i grab from my wardrobe and thats it...i rarely like spend my time trying to figure out what to wear and you picking the best clothing to wear....(-.-)'''' So...help?? ('.')??

Uh...talking about this party, its only a few days away...well..err...a week and a few days left actually and like man...i really need to figure out what to wear to look my best (its um...Christmas party i guess but with the exception of u know in this case its a mask party LOL!!!!! can't really wait till the day come!!!!!! ^.^)...anyway...talking about Christmas party...now i just remember sumthing again...Christmas!!!!! Christmas as in Christmas!! the 25th Dec 08....i must buy some presents to be given to someone (or probably someone with an s at the end...so that makes it more than one...)...i still haven't got the present yet...can't decide actually but...given the time i have left...i'm sure i'll be able to find something for the present....

Anyway, that's all for now i guess...need to go for server practice in a few....but before i end let me just um...post a wallpaper that i've made for twilight (^.^)v

As i mention its a wallpaper and fit for ur laptop or desktop screen i hope, yea...but before u try to copy or save it as ur wallpaper...can u just tell me...just drop a comment in the chitchat zone to tell me that ur downloadin, saving or copying the wallpaper Ok?

Orite adios!!!!

Hmmm...Obsession???

2008-12-16T23:15:00.006+08:00

Hello again people!!!!

I'm trying my best to update my blog as frequent as i can from now on...but then again maybe cannot lar since i'm gonna get busy again with all the church work and oso my own...not that i'm working now but yea, i've got something to do (not gonna tell you all...MUAHAHAHAHA!!!!)...
Anyway, yea so...now for the update....i've added a few new song to the music players most of it from the movie twilight and also from the previous World Youth Day (which i missed (T.T) but nevermind the next WYD in 2011 i will go!!!) cd..

Ok...now talking about Twilight, i think i'm a bit obsess with it...LOL!!!! i know...i know...not obsess lar but sort of like on the way...(^.^)...its like everything now twilight...even my laptop wallpaper and my mobile theme...LOL!!!!!!

But...but....i just of sort of like the story lar dats why...i haven't read the book tho but all i know is usually the book is better than the movie ('-')...true rite?? So i guess gotta read the book now...but not before i finish another book i'm reading now...(-.-)''' the conflict for such a bookish person...u want to read different book even tho ur in the middle of reading another book...(^-^).

Anyway, enough about twilight....lets just move on to other stuff...okie...so lately very busy and like everyday have things to do...i got a play to rehearse (for Migrant Christmas party), server practice (for the 25th Dec 08) to do and planning for another great activity at the end of the year 2008 to do (this one i can't wait!!!!!)...*sigh* so many things to do eh...but but i'll endure it all just because i like to do these stuffs...well not really lar...as long as the job i can handle then its OK but what i don't like is that when all the job is thrown to you and you have to do it all with so few help or no help at all then that i don't like...(-.-)''' really...i mean from what i learned is that yes you can do the job but you alone cannot finish it or do it successfully...you also need help from other...(Hmmm... i heard this from some experience people also....so yea...) and believe me when i said that if you try to do it alone by yourself you'll end up stress and depress and that affect ur life so that everything you see will be like negative in ur view....(btw...this is my opinion and may not be applied to you who read this - wherever you are)...OK.....enough of that...i got carried away with my thought there...(-.-)'''

Anyway...yea so i guess that all....btw...i'm trying to create one wallpaper for Liz now...who i can say rite now obsessed (i'm not kidding!!!! LOL!!!! joke ah Liz) with Edward Cullen the main hero in the movie twilight (^_^), yeap so i guess i better do it now...

ok that's all from me....for now...

Until next time.....Chett Ratwood over and out v(^.^)v

Books...Limbang...Video...Meeting...Movie...

2008-12-14T20:59:00.006+08:00

Ok people!!!! So...so...sorry been gone from bloggin for so long...

busy bah and as you can see from above that's what basically happened. Rite now, m reading several books (yes...i know...i'm bookish!), let see...i read Sherrilyn Kenyon book 'one silent night', (so strange cause i'm suppose to read her book called 'Acheron' first before this book but since i can't find 'Acheron' so i just read the book...not much spoiled tho but i'm just a bit curious because there's new characters in the book...which i can say a bit shocking since this new character actually friend with the most unexpected character in the book and that this one other character in the book was willing to let this unexpected character go after being with him (here's a clue) for a long time...Oh, one more thing Nick (one of the character) is really...really unexpected is all i can say....If you want to know read the book...

Ok, moving on...another books i've read is by Nora Robert's 'Sign of the Seven' trilogy..the last book of the trilogy and what i can say is...it's so exciting!!!!!! I simply love it!!!!!! Should read !!!!

(Btw...one of the book that i really want to read the most is not on sale yet in Brunei!!!!!! (-.-)'''' its a book by Christine Feehan - Carpathians series - Dark curse)

So...so...enough about books (hehehe...every books i read pun i say interesting...so please don't trust me on this...when i say interesting it from my point of view and i'm not an expert to comment) Anyway yeah...i've been given a task by Jen to do a video of the ordination mass and well all i can say is i've done it but atu pun last minute wah...cause i have to go Limbang for a day to visit my grandad who was sick....swollen leg..yea so me and my mum go lar to Limbang and also while we're there and staying overnite, i hav the chance to visit baby J, my cute little cousin and guess what...he can walk now!!!!! (oh...i know i post a few photos of him...so just check them out urself ah....just browse my older post and you'll see it...^^)..so cute and adorable!!!!!

Ok...so yea...back to the video...its done and all i can say is that its ok lar...people like it...(i think -.-'''), and i would like to post it here but unfortunately uploadin it is crappy and seriously its suck!!!! (opss...pardon the language)...i tried uploadin it in facebook oso the same thing!!!! So yea i guess i just hav to post it next time and...oh wait...i'l try this blogspot movie uplaoder ah...

so ther.....(i hope this work...) *cross finger*

(Liz...i know u want to see this vid so much but sabar ah...) (^.^)

Okkkk...while waiting, let me just continue with what's been happening, so yeah...after gettin back home to Limbang straight away do the video and then attend meeting where i can say the meeting is loud and um...a bit hilarious...everyone keep on laughing at each others comments and this meeting is about the coming activity that the church young adult goin to do...(m not gonna bored u with the details...so malas to write them down anyway ^_^...)

M about to finish here...only one more thing...i've watch a movie today with friends and family (my sister) and we watched 'Twilight' the movie that people are dying to see...and all i can say is Ok lar the movie...dats all m goin to say....no more.

Ok so i guess that's basically sum up everything!!!!

Bah until next time v(^.^)v

An early trip to Seria....

2008-12-07T18:30:00.005+08:00

Hello people...

So today is the COOL youth confirmation in Seria and guess what, i am allowed to attend it!!!!! I even like you know encourage to use my own car to travel to Seria....but in the end i just follow a friend of mine Al (not al bari....tis another friend of mine). (Hei...don't misunderstand me...i want to drive but since there's enough transport available so i just follow my friend lar....). And so...since the mass for the confirmation was at 8am so those people from Bandar (the Bandar youth) have to go from bandar by 5.30am lah as assigned by our superior (Jenjen) (hehehehe...joke only eh....she's back from her holiday oled ^^). And we do go that early this morning but not exactly 5.30am lar just a bit after 6am due to the waiting of some of the youth (haihz...they should learn to be punctual eh...but the problem is i'm also like late (^.^) hahahaha....i got to church like at 5.35am i think...^^ ) Anyway, so yeah the trip was fun with me, Al, Iz and the Nickses in one car while the rest of the youth and our superior Jenjen and Rach (the asst superior...LOL!!!! again just joking) in the Van. Man!!!! You know...driving with these guys...Iz, Al and the Nickses crazy oh...they're so hyper in the morning especially Iz...(-.-)...(she said she had lack of sleep....that's y hyper...(-.-)''') she's like so hyper that she never stop talking all the way to Seria and always make people laugh bah!!! and always hitting people too!!!!!! (hehehe...no lar joke only...)

Anyway...reached Seria, me blanja them pau....and of course after that attend the mass and its like it took 2 hrs to finish!!!! (instead of the usual 1 hr 30 min...not complaining here...) and this because the mass not only for confirmation but oso for the 1st holy communion....(that's y it take so long lar...). After that attend lunch and have some great fun...

Uh..oh!!! we also try to visit Nafi (i think this is the name...), its a shop i think located in the Gurkha (er...correct kah the spelling???) compound that sell confectionaries from outside of Brunei....unfortunately, it's close today (T.T).....(sia-sia pun with the chocolate....)

Not goin to elaborate more on the subject...cause i think its enough with the info and so i just leave you with some photos...check the link 'more photos' for the complete photos!!!

Orite, that's all ah...for now...(^.^)v

Until next time then...

Nervous breakdown??? (Nah...i don't think so....)

2008-12-03T12:37:00.003+08:00

Hello people!!!!!!

Well...here i am again...

Anyway, i've been having conflict and dilemma this pass few days...i know...i think i'm on the brink on a nervous breakdown...(er...no lar...i think?), but it feel like it...and my mood is swinging like crazy eh...one time i'm ok and the next i can go like mental just because of a small thing!!!! *sigh* U see? Thats why i said in the brink of nervous breakdown....

Haih.......

Oh...i'm at home now...my job is done...as i said from my previous post my friend came back and she's taking over her job back (altho she said if i want to help i just come ther and that i'm always welcome to help...)...and so i'm at home, going back to my ususal routine of waking up in the morning....eat breakfast....cook rice (well....not always my job....), then start with sweeping the floor of every rooms...vacuum carpet (again not always...), fold clothes, a bit of internet in the afternoon or reading books (the novel i bought)...then...cuci baju (again i do this alternately with my sis...n btw the machine is automatic...so just have to put all the clothes and let the machine do the job)...hang the washed clothes(again alternate job with my sis and bro)...watch a little bit of tv or ignore tv and continue read books...and then sleep at about 1 - 1.30am or 2.30am (if the book is so exciting ^^)....and then back again the next day.....yup, so thats wat i do...not that i'm complaining...i'll like to help...only if i'm not in the mood then i feel just not right.....

Orite then...i think i'm going to stop now...i'm starting to think i'm writing nonsense now...and that's not what my blog are for...and not what i plan to write in the first place....(-.-)'''

Ok people....gotta go....

Bye!!!!!

Nice day to start December....

2008-12-01T22:52:00.007+08:00

Hei people!!!!

So....today is December 1st....time sure fly fast....its almost new year now...only 30 more days and it'll b new year 2009....nothing much happening today though, just that my friend is back from her holiday and i guess my job as her replacement comes to an end today....(T.T).....so sad but then again, i'm always welcome to help....(^.^)v...anyway, as i said nothing much happening today, its just that i don't know....welll....watever lah....er...i don't know what to say or write...

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(0.0)!!!!

Oh!!! Now i remember....tonight i just saw the most amazing thing!!! (You wanna know what i saw???) Well....its actually got to do with the sky tonight!!!! I just saw the sky smiling down at me!!!!!! Well...not really, it just one of those unique event that we rarely saw or notice....now, y do you think i say i saw the sky smiling at me??? Well...actually because at around 7-ish pm, there on the sky was a smiling face....made by two stars (planets actually....but they look like stars) and the moon...its beautiful wah!!!!! I've got the photos of it but unfortunately i took it with my phone camera so the quality is not that gud.....but still if u wanna see it...then here it is....

See...i told you the quality is not gud!!!! All you can see is one eye and the mouth, the other eye is missing cause its not shining that bright.....anyway, just for your info, the two stars are actually Jupiter and Venus (Yes!!!! the planets)...the bright one is Venus...while the not so bright one (the one missing in the photos) is Jupiter....from what my bro tell me...Venus is bright since it is in the earth orbit and Jupiter is not that bright since its out of orbit with the earth....make sense??? (i hope this is rite....)

Orite, enough with the sky smiling thingy, lets just go back to the part where my friend came back from her holiday....Ok, so she'd gone for a month holiday in her country and now she's back and she bring me something as a token for helping her out and you want to know what she brought me??? Well...its none other than the yummy, very tasty POLVORON!!!!!!!! And she gave me one whole pack where there are quite a few flavour to pick at *slurp*....i especially like the cream and cookie polvoron!!!! mmmmm.....yummy!!!!! *lick finger*.....here are some photos of the polvoron she gave me.....

Now for those who didn't know what polvoron is...i suggest you google it and see for yourself....

and don't you worry this is halal wah (that's what it says on the packet....) and....er....i know some of you including my ubdian friends have taste this before rite?????

Anyway...thats all for today....

Oh...this is one random photo i took after i took the photo of the sky.....hehehe (^.^)v....(too excited and still in the mood of taking photos...can't help it!!!!!!)

Its a huge Dragonfly!!!!! Well not that huge lar...but you know what....this thing here is not scare of people....it just landed on the wall and we (me and family) like passing through and at a very close range at that and it never flew away!!!! In fact...it manage to scare us pulang (well me....) but thats cause every time i pass the place where this thing was...i always never see it until i'm quite close to it.....(-.-) pathetic kan????

Bah....with that i just end my post for today aitz???

Bye!!!!!

End of job...wierd......

2008-11-30T11:30:00.005+08:00

Hei people...

Sorry for not being active for a few days.....so malas to write wah!!!! n kind of tired oso...

Anyway, to moro will b the last day i'll b substituting my friend and i guess the last day of work for me....then i'm gonna have to find a new job...(ah...so typical of my life....). My friend will b back my 2moro...at 10.30am if i'm not mistaken...Can't wait for her to come back...not that i want to finish the jod early....(^.^)v, its just that she'll b bringing something for me and the staffs (she insisted on this, we're not forcing her!!!!!). Yeah, so can't wait to see what she'll be bringing us back from her country....(^.^)!!!!!

Well...so, moving on...i've been replacing my friend for only a month and i guess you know this rite? Well...at some time in this one month...i hav to admit...the work is really challenging and sometime frustrating oso but sometime it was wonderful...you know the feeling of joy and happiness as when you know you have done the job well.....(u know wat i mean rite??), but ther is also time when you encounter wierd thing while doing your job and i must admit i experience it once while i work here....

So...let me tell you what happened....it was one of those plain, normal day and i went to work early...a bit early than i usually do...and when i arrived, i saw one of the youth whose i'm in charge of walking away from the church to go out and walk to school....(afternoon session wah the school...i think....), anyway, i was just out of my car when that youth (called the youth K lar ah...), greeted me...(and i greet K back of course) and i saw K walking out the St.George gate and move away under the hot sun....until can't see K no more...

When K is gone, i started to walk to my office and guess what!!!!! As i about to open the hall door to my office.....K came out and greeted me again!!!!!!!! I mean wat the.....!!!!!!!!! i just saw K leaving and now i saw K again!!!!!!! I mean....(-.-)??!!!!!!!!!! really? What the heck happened???
i tot i'm crazy oh!!!!!!! Until now i still don't know (havn't figure out) what happened on that day...
But then mayb my mind playing trick on me...mayb the one i saw leaving was another person - R - cause R and K goes to the same school.....I don't know eh...

I think the youth i mentioned here know who they are....can u just explain it to me...n please dnt tell me i'm crazy cause i know i'm not!!!!! (-.-)'''

Orite then, dats all bout it for today i guess...i'm still lazy to write....(no mood bah...)...

Oh...oh...before i forget, i wanna wish happy birthday to a friend of mine...i know its a bit late...
But still...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SEAH!!!!!! WISH ALL UR DREAM COME TRUE!!!!

Ok!!!! dats all for now....

bye v(^.^)v

Hmm...tis tagging game is making me crazy....

2008-11-26T21:32:00.003+08:00

Haih....kana tagged lagi...2 time lagi tu....

Oh well....so here goes: Thank gudness for technology!!! I can just cut and paste the Q's and just add my ans...(^.^)
1st tag.....
1. What do you do most for the time being? -> Me? i just like to surf, read books....
2. What is your favourite animal(s)? -> Anything cute including cute little froggy!!!
3. What is your one regret in life? -> ('.')?? no idea...
4. Who inspires you? -> A lot of people if u wanna know...
5. Tell me something i don't know about your family background. ->Why would i want to tell you? Ur a stranger to me and i don't talk to stranger
6. Do you believe you can survive without money? -> Mayb???
7. What are you afraid to lose the most? -> Anyone precious to me of course...
8. What can cheer you up from sadness? -> Err...i've no idea....m always cheerful (NOT!!)
9. Have you ever fallen madly, deeply in love? -> Uhmm.....
10. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you. -> Ohhh her? Uhmm...she's a lot of fans, er....friendly and i never saw her angry even when her best friends make fun of her...
11. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half? -> My other half? u mean my split personality? (^.^)v kiddin....
12. What's the best thing that happened to you? -> Again i've no idea
13. What is your ambition? -> Do i hav to answer this? M a soon-2-b-teacher
14. Describe your life in one word. -> OK
15. If you had a choice to be rich or happy, which one would you pick? -> Err...both can ah? i know so selfish of me...(-.-)'''
16. If you are told you can enter any university in this world, Oxbridge excluded, what university will you enter? -> LOL!!!!! UBD....seriously....
17. Who is the person(s) that you can share all your problems with? -> ........
18. How do you see yourself in 10 years time? -> I don't see myself that far yet.....
19. You accidentally deleted this question. -> I did? When? How? (*.*)???? 20. What is your dream job? -> Teaching??

I tagged all those who read this...and please NO TAGGING BACK!!!!

OK, moving on to the 2nd tag:

RULES:
1. Put Your itunes, windows media plyer etc on Shuffle
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name
5. Tag 6 people.

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Are you male or female? - David Crowder Band 'forever n ever' (?????)
Describe yourself. - Avalon 'testify to love' (well there u go...i tink...)
What do people feel when they're around you? - Matt Maher 'Overflow' (overflowing??? Is this what people feel when they're around me??)
Describe your current relationship. - Planet Shakers 'healer' (i'm healing from....)
Where would you like to be right now? - Chris Tomlin 'everlasting God' (yea...i want to b close to God!!!) How do you feel about love? - Rush of Fools 'Can't get away' (So true...you can't get away from love) What's your life like? - Mary mary 'Shackles' ( Is that enough?)
What would you ask for if you only had one wish? - Matt Maher 'I love you Lord' (soooooo true!!!!!)
Say something wise. - David Crowder Band 'God of creation'
If someone says "Is this okay?", you say? - Guy Sebastian 'Taller, Stronger, Better' (So true...i like to encourage ppl)
How would you describe yourself? - Planet Shakers 'not ashamed' (lol!!!! watever)
What do you like in a guy/girl? - Matt Maher 'Shine like the sun' (is that OK?)
How do you feel today? - Michael W Smith 'i can sing of your love forever' (i guess m happi!!!)
What is your life's purpose? - Chris Tomlin 'In the secret' (ther...its a secret...won't tell)
What is your motto? - Chris Tomlin 'How great is our God'
What do your friends think of you? - Darlene Zschech 'i will never be' (Huh?)
What do you think of your parents? - Nichole Nordeman 'Yuou are my all in all' (yup...they're my all in all)
What do you think about very often? - Planet Shakers 'Free' (yea...i always think about getting free)
What is 2 + 2? - Jaci velasquez 'On my knee' (make sense?)
What do you think of your bestfriend? - Planet Shakers 'All for love' (^.^)
What do you think of when you see the person you like? - 'The mighty burden of love' (LOL!!!!!)
What is your life story? - Chris Tomlin 'No greater love'
What do you want to be when you grow up? - Chris Tomlin 'Made to worship' (yup!!! worshipping God) What do you think of when you see the person you like? - (Hei...tis a repeat Q's!!!!)
What will you dance to at your wedding? - Chris Tomlin 'Indescribable' (yea...i want her to know that she's special!!!)
What will they play at your funeral? - 'In the Lord'
What is your hobby/interest? - Planet Shakers 'Open up the gate' (LOL!!!! i do like to platy with the gate) What is your biggest fear? - Planet Shakers 'Never let me go' (Fear of never letting go of my past)
What is your biggest secret? - Mercy Me 'I can only imagine' (i'm not gonna say it...)
What do you think of your friends? - Amy Grant 'Angels' (Woah.....so tru!!!)
What will you post this as? - Rush of Fools 'Peace be still' (please is the word)

***

Ah..so there you go!!! Finally done...

Oh same as above i tagged those who read this!!!! Even the person who tagged me in the 1st place if he /she read this...MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!

Orite then, dats all for today bye!!!!

Oh...some photos i took at my place of work.....when m havin a break just now....

I'm so proud....

2008-11-22T23:12:00.002+08:00

Hei people,

Yesterday, as i said is one of my MAJOR assignment, right? Well...what do you know...it went soooo well!!!!! I'm so glad...and i like to thank everyone who help me with this assignment!! You know who you are people (^^)v...Oh!! Thank God also, cause i believe He had help me with my work....(yes!! i believe!!!!!)

Oh!!! and one more thing...you know i've involved (not really...) in helping the youth with the dance for a function starting today (the coordinator is Liz and the choreographer is Iz btw)...well what do you know!!! Again it work so well!!! And to tell you the truth, they did it much better than when they practice!!! Oh man...i'm so proud of them...i know i don't know them that well but still after a few week knowing them (some of them while others i know for month)...they're wonderful kids!!!! Each and everyone of them is talented and i say talented!!! I'm glad i know them...and become their friends...So guys...a congratulation to you all and i' sooooo proud of you guys!!! v(^.^)v!!!!

Oh...oh...man...i'm gonna cry now!!!! (T.T) (joke ler..(^^)...) But all the memory spend with you guys, you know in KK and here...Oh....oh....yea...its indescribable...and fun!!!

.........

.........

(-.-)'''

Gee...look what you have done to me...(LOL!!!)

Anyway, that's all from me for today....tomoro will be my last major assignment...*grin*...after that i'm free!!!!! WEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!

LOL!!!! No lar, stil be working but my workload will not be that stressful and i'll be a bit relax i guess after tomoro....(",)

WAIT!!!!!! One more thing....HAPPPY ADVANCED CONFIRMATION to all the youth confirmandis from Bandar!!!

Also congratulation to the KB youth for their confirmation (i know its late....-.-) and also HAPPY ADVANCED ADVANCED CONFIRMATION to the Seria youth!!!!!

Orite, bye!!!!!

Today is the day...

2008-11-21T11:00:00.004+08:00

Orite, so today is the day i'm waiting for, my third major assignment is today...i've done the best i can, just some minor things to make sure now...like arrangement and preparation for the event tonite at 7.30pm...i hope i don't forget anything...i really hope so...cause seriously i really need this one to be successful!!!! Anyway, today as i reached my office, i notice a wedding is taking place in church...not sure whose wedding but yea a wedding and so even if i don't know whose wedding...

*stop*

Eh? Wat m i rambling about here? that's not what i intend to write...

So...you know what? I just realised something yesterday...well, just that God work in mysterious way, you know...i've been praying asking God to help give me strength while i'm working here, asking Him to help me be brave and you know what? As i start to work, i've been bombarded with lots of phone calls (not really...)(whether to answer the phone call or calling out), communicate with strangers (er...parents actually....) and trying to accomplished administrative work which i've no experience (planning stuffs, ummm... dealing with transport, coordinating meeting and trip...etc lar) and many other small requests *sigh* i don't normally do well with these work...(-.-)''' (please note: not complaining here...). Anyway, so yea...just when i thought that God did not hear my prayer...i remember the story 'Evan Almighty', to the part where God was talking to the wife of Evan Almighty....remember that part?? well if you don't, watch the movie....so, yea...in that movie God was saying stuff like you know...umm...oh...just check below...(part of the conversation....)

" Let me ask you something, if someone pray for passion, do you think God will give him passion or did He give them the opportunity to be passionate?"

" If you pray for courage, did He give you courage or the opportunity to be courageous?"

" If someone pray for a family to be closer, do you think God will zapped them with warm, fuzzy feeling or did He give them the opportunity to love each other?"

So yeah, you see...therefore, when i remember this...then i realised that what happened to me while i work...is just what i'm asking for...by doing this job...i actually trying to make myself brave by doing all those phone call and asking favour from those working with me also. The same thing with strenght oso...everytime i felt weary and tired and about to give up, there are people (sometime unexpected people) there closed by to encourage me, to help me and i guess guide me...

See??? I'm not making this up you know...this is what i experience...even when i was having my TP in SMJA the same thing happened oso...

Anyway, that's all for now..got to work...(^.^)v

Adios!!!!

Almost done...

2008-11-19T21:22:00.009+08:00

Hei...i'm back again...

Sooooooo...i've got two assignments (two MAJOR assignments) to do left before my job is done. Well at least i think it is...i'm not sure oso...mayb? ('.')?? Huh? wats dat? You don't know i'm working now? Really? you must be joking me...i did tell you last time rite? that i'm substituting a friend of mine from her job since she had to go back to her country...remember that in my previous previous post i did mentioned about my indecision of taking over the job?? (U don't?!! Oh man!! read my previous post!!!) Anyway, so i took the job in the end and for this month it seemed that there are 4 major events (plus 2 minor events) that i have to handle, sort of like assignments if you like, i'm not going to say what are the four assignments er...plus two of the minor assignments are but so far i manage to get three out of six assignments (1 major, 2 minor) ONE done out of FOUR MAJOR assignments!!! (0.o)?!!! ONE!!! Ayo...not so well done of you there Chett!!! You should do better!!!

*sigh*

Anyway, what's done is done, no need to think to hard about it rite? *sigh* But moving on...or i'll never goin to finish this...Well, where are we? Ah...so yea...the one that i get done (the only ONE so far (T.T)...the MAJOR one) has got to do with handling a retreat (opss!!! nah kedapatan tia...) (-.-)''' Anyway, so this assignment, atu pun i manage to handle because of the help of the others working with me, if not i don't think i'll manage!!! So thank you so much to those people who help me with my 1st major assignment!!!!

Now you must be wondering what happened to my 2nd assignment, rite?? Well, it actually went well but in the end i didn't manage to accomplished it was because something came up...a tiny little detail that i totally missed!!!! And so in the end it had to be cancel....you want to know what the assignment is...well...its planning the trip to KB!!! *sigh* i really feel guilty berabis you know when this happened and like i was so totally blaming myself and...err...not going to tell...some of my thought are private and only i should know...no sharing...anyway so yea...(Oh!!! did i mentioned to you that the 1st and 2nd major assignments are really really close? i mean like it happened two days in a row? well it did...and sadly a day before the 2nd assignment, i got my interview and the interview was like (-.-)!@$%^.....

Orite!!! Moving on...the two minor assignment that i did not mentioned just now...well they're just that...minor but still important...it's the youth sunday program...for the church yea...well i don't hav to elaborate on this...all you have to know is that its done and successful!!! (thanks to those who help me during this program oso!!!!!). K, so my next two MAJOR assignments will be held this week...Friday and Sunday...as usual those i work with help me again...(thank you...thank you!!!!) and i also do my part and so i hope this time both assignment will be successful!!!!

Anyway, i guess that's all from me...uhhhhh....what's this???? Oh!!!!! Chocolate!!! from Mark & Spencer!!!! Yummy!!!!!!

Orite...got to go.....*slurp**slurp* (Oh man...so gud!!!!)

(^.^)!!!!

Bye!!!

Oh...oh....

2008-11-17T13:31:00.008+08:00

Oh shot!!!

Aiyo...i've been tagged!!! and like uhh...*sigh* watever, anyway, here's what i've gotta do...

1. Take a recent picture of yourself or take a picture of yourself right now

2. Don't change your clothes, don't fix your hair...just take a picture

3. Post that picture with no editing

4. Post these instruction with your picture

5. Tag 5 people to do this:

So...so...i've got to tag 5 people huh?? So...let me see...i tag Azhim, Al bari, Hadi, Manny and Mod potter!!!! MUAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!

THOSE I TAG YOU MUST DO THIS....I'LL CHECK UR BLOG AND WILL KEEP REMINDING YOU UNTIL YOU DO IT.....

Ah...dats done now...lets talk about other stuff...well...lets talk about the interview shall we?? *sarcastic* You know what??? The interview was....(-.-)!@#$%%^^&&!!@$%...

Really!!! after the interview i feel like punching or better yet being cruel to everyone!!!!! I really hate it so much!!!! (-.-)!@$$$%%#@!@@#....

Ok!!! enough!!! *deep breath**release*

Ah...feel a bit better, yea...its dat hard wah the interview...anyway, *sigh* i guess i'll just hav to leave it to God then, since He is the one that set and plan everything that i've done in this world...

So...wat else do i have to tell you...oh...my job..so far so gud...although i made some mistake here and there but those people i work with is gud to me and i really appreciate it so much!!! Thank you everyone...i may hav some small issues with some of them but not that serious and i think i'll be able to get thing through wit them...i know i did yesterday with one of them...(er...i think...), Oh...dats my 'office' there in the photos...hehehe...

Anyway, won't elaborate more and i guess that's all for now...got another event to plan and settle as soon as possible...so...

Cya next time people!!!

Bye....(^.^)v

Birthday!!!

2008-11-09T20:45:00.004+08:00

Hei people...i'm back again....

So busy lately, anyway here's some update...the photos below were taken during my niece b'day...

For more photos just click on the link under 'more photos'...

Orite that's all for now....

Bye...

Just want to share this with u...

2008-11-06T13:24:00.004+08:00

Ten Guidelines From God

Effective Immediately,
please be aware that there are changes YOU need
to make in YOUR life. These changes need to be
completed in order that I may fulfill My promises
to you to grant you peace, joy and happiness in
this life. I apologize for any inconvenience,
but after all that I am doing, this seems very
little to ask of you. Please, follow
these 10 guidelines

1. QUIT WORRYING:
Life has dealt you a blow and all you do is sit
and worry. Have you forgotten that I am here
to take all your burdens and carry them for you?
Or do you just enjoy fretting over every little
thing that comes your way?

2. PUT IT ON THE LIST:
Something needs done or taken care of. Put it
on the list. No, not YOUR list. Put it on MY
to-do-list. Let ME be the one to take care
of the problem. I can't help you until you turn
it over to Me. And although My to-do-list
is long, I am after all... God. I can take care
of anything you put into My hands. In fact,
if the truth were ever really known, I take
care of a lot of things for you that you never
even realize.

3. TRUST ME:
Once you've given your burdens to Me,
quit trying to take them back. Trust in
Me. Have the faith that I will take care of
all your needs, your problems and your trials.
Problems with the kids? Put them on My list.
Problem with finances? Put it on My list.
Problems with your emotional roller coaster ?
For My sake, put it on My list. I want to
help you. All you have to do is ask.

4. LEAVE IT ALONE:
Don't wake up one morning and say,
"Well, I'm feeling much stronger now, I think
I can handle it from here." Why do you think
you are feeling stronger now? It's simple.
You gave Me your burdens and I'm taking
care of them. I also renew your strength
and cover you in my peace. Don't you
know that if I give you these problems back,
you will be right back where you started?
Leave them with Me and forget about
them. Just let Me do my job.

5. TALK TO ME:
I want you to forget a lot of things.
Forget what was making you crazy.
Forget the worry and the fretting because
you know I'm in control. But there's one
thing I pray you never forget. Please, don't
forget to talk to Me - OFTEN! I love YOU!
I want to hear your voice. I want you to
include Me in on the things going on in your life.
I want to hear you talk about your friends
and family. Prayer is simply you having
a conversation with Me. I want to be your
dearest friend.

6. HAVE FAITH:
I see a lot of things from up here that you
can't see from where you are. Have faith in
Me that I know what I'm doing. Trust Me;
you wouldn't want the view from My eyes.
I will continue to care for you, watch over you,
and meet your needs. You only have to trust Me.
Although I have a much bigger task than you,
it seems as if you have so much trouble just
doing your simple part. How hard can trust be?

7. SHARE:
You were taught to share when you were
only two years old. When did you forget?
That rule still applies. Share with those who are
less fortunate than you. Share your joy with
those who need encouragement. Share your
laughter with those who haven't heard any in
such a long time. Share your tears with those
who have forgotten how to cry. Share your faith
with those who have none.

8. BE PATIENT:
I managed to fix it so in just one lifetime
you could have so many diverse experiences.
You grow from a child to an adult, have children,
change jobs many times, learn many trades,
travel to so many places, meet thousands
of people, and experience so much. How can
you be so impatient then when it takes Me
a little longer than you expect to handle
something on My to-do-list? Trust in My
timing, for My timing is perfect. Just
because I created the entire universe in
only six days, everyone thinks I should
always rush, rush, rush.

9. BE KIND:
Be kind to others, for I love them just
as much as I love you. They may not dress
like you, or talk like you, or live the same way
you do, but I still love you all. Please try
to get along, for My sake. I created each
of you different in some way. It would be
too boring if you were all identical.
Please, know I love each of your differences.

10. LOVE YOURSELF:
As much as I love you, how can you not
love yourself? You were created by me for
one reason only -- to be loved, and to love
in return. I am a God of Love. Love Me.
Love your neighbors. But also love yourself.
It makes My heart ache when I see you
so angry with yourself when things go
wrong. You are very precious to me.
Don't ever forget......

Note: I rec'd this from a friend and I have
no idea who wrote it, but I was so touched
by it, that I had to share it with you.
I hope that you will be blessed by
it and will share it with others.

Touch someone with your love.
Rather than focus upon the thorns of life,
smell the roses and count your blessings!

Oh!!! Interview!!!!

2008-11-04T14:58:00.004+08:00

Hei people,

great news...today just got a call from the MOE and they ask me to take interview letter from them. Well...when i go ther and received the letter...i found out that i'm the 1st person to take the letter!!!! Anyway, so after reading the letter...i found out that the interview is going to take place in the next two week...Nov 15th to be exact!!! Oh man!!! Panic!!! (hehehe...nolah just exagerating a bit)..So i guess i have to start do some research from now on on all the topic related to teaching, the government, the MOE, the Menteri-menteri...etc ler...but not to forget oso about the country new education system the SPN 21....*sigh* a lot eh!!!!!! (-.-)!!!!

Haih...wat to do...well, gotta go now...gotta do some research...research...research....

Orite, bye....

Work!!!

2008-11-01T19:53:00.006+08:00

So..so...

Today (well...not exactly today since i started like three days ago) i start working as a helper (secretary?) (i'm not sure what exactly) in church...oh wait....oh i'm given to handle the office work on the church youth activities and other matter concerning the youth. Hmmm....i can say at first i was totally clueless but then after being brief by Jen...i think Ok..ok lar the job...although when she told me everything about her job, it make me wanna run away (its true!!! I'm not joking here...its the way she told me as if she just dumped everything she did - all the job that require to be done - before i substitute her) Well, i hope i can do well in this new job of mine...i hope i will be able to do the best i can to fulfill all the job given to me...er...to tell you the truth...i may be slow and clumsy at the beginning but as i go on i'll make sure that i'll do my best...oh, i admit i'm a bit scare but i'll try to push the fear away and as i said earlier do the best i can with the job...so there...that's what i have to say bout my job....

That's all for now...

Bye!

Graduation Day!!!!

2008-10-30T16:19:00.007+08:00

Yo people!!!!

So...so...finally the day i'm waiting for arrived. Huh? wat day you say? N why i'm waiting for it? Well...its graduation day for me!!!!! Now...i'm officially the holder of Bachelor of Education in General Science - B.Ed(General Science). Not only that i also get to meet Sultan personally (up close lagi tu) ....although for only like um...5 seconds...hehehehe....(^.^)v, Even though its a short time but hei its the Sultan!!! Its a very rare event to have to see His Majesty up close and had the opportunity to shake hand with him and receiving your degree from him (er...his Majesty i mean!!!!). Nyway...that's all...oh n here are some photos of me with some of my friends and my degree certificate....

As usual...i'll post most of the photos in facebook...

Orite...until next time...(^.^)V

UBD convocation....

2008-10-28T13:48:00.016+08:00

Hei people!!!!

I'm back after a long while missing...nothing happened though just that i'm too busy lately... you know with the convocation and other church activities...Anyway, talking about convocation, below are some photos taken during the convocation rehearsal....(FYI there are 3 rehearsal although the 1st one i don't think i can call it a rehearsal since v just sit in the chancellor hall and hearing this one person giving talk about the convocation...so for me there are only 2 rehearsals...) So...so here are the photos...from the 2nd (yesterday) and full dress rehearsal (today)

Oh...if you want to see more photos on this...check out my facebook...(the photos posted in this blog is not complete....i only posted some...so malas to upload...)

Anyway...the convocation is on Thursday, the 30th October 08...so i just can't wait for it to be over...

Well that's all from me...(^.^)v

Hmmm...graduation.....soon....fake tattoo

2008-10-21T13:11:00.011+08:00

Hei...hei...hei...

You know what? Today is the day when we the graduate of 2008 are ask to collect our graduation gown (gown??? (-.-)?!!). Anyway...so yeah...early this morning i went there (to UBD particularly the Chancellor Hall) at around 7.30am following my sister...Hmm...lucky its still early at that time so there's not a lot of people around and well...i guess i met some of my friends there...with the same course as mine as well as those i've known through TP...

Hmm...anyway...this photo below shows what i'm gonna wear for my graduation.....

Oh...talking about graduation...these coming next few week will be a very busy week for me...you know with all the rehearsal for the graduation and of course the graduation itself...but other than that....er....what am goin to say now....alamak!!!! i forget lar......(-.-)!!!

Ayo forget it.....

OK....so not gonna talk anymore on graduation...i've got something else to tell...well you see yesterday night i was exploring the kitchen for foods and i stumble upon this fake tattoo sticker of Kung Fu Panda promoted by Maggi mee...anyway yea...so its a fake tattoo....so what??? Well...yea..that's what i thought but then as i turned it around and see the back label of what the ingredients of the fake tattoo i was really shocked!!!!! (0.o)!!!! You know what?? The ingredient include Barium, Selenium, Cadmium, Chromium, Antimony.....well these are OK i guess...but the next few are...er....i'm not so sure....you see the other ingredients are Lead...Mercury...and Arsenic (0.o)?!! Umm...isn't Arsenic like poison??? ('.')??? Hmm...anyway....i may exagerate things too much but as u know its better to be careful right....

Photos a bit crappy...sorry bout that but i tried my best oled wah.....

Hmm...anyway, i guess that's all for today then...

Orite...until next time...

Chow...(",)

More birthday...and others...

2008-10-19T13:47:00.026+08:00

So...so...on Saturday nite i went for my aunt birthday and here are some photos of that event...

Oh..and apart from that, here are some other photos that i forgot to post...these photos are taken during the reunion party for the people who went for the trip to Pace Bene, Papar, Sabah. This was held 1 week after we got back from Sabah....v(^.^)v

Well....that's all for now....i'll write again next time...

Until then...

Run Awwaaaayyyyyyyy!!!!!

Panic attack!!!!!

2008-10-18T14:34:00.004+08:00

Elo evryone,

Hmmm....ah...now that the graduation ceremony getting nearer...i begin to feel the panic of it...(yes!!! m panicking!!!)..Why not? You see...i got to prepare a lot of things...such as my suit...my MIB shirt...er...what else ah...(0.0)??? Anyway....er...yaloh...thats why i panic...well not so much about the MIB shirt...that's done easily...its just about my suit for the graduation....ayo...my bro got one...since he graduated er...like 3 years ago....but the problem is its TOO BIG!!! so what to do..i've got to search for it loh...haiya...n searchin for it is like so susah eh...most of the suit in most of the shop is either quite large or too small to fit me...(-.-)!!!! None like sell my size!!!!! (0.o)!!!!! Mental...mental... even my bro oso got frustrated while he help me find my suit....n all i can say is in the end we quit....

However, today things happened n my dad n even my bro suggested me to go n made one and so my journey for the suit continue and luckily most kadai jahit rupanya do suit!!!! So apa lagi...me and my dad pun stop by at one shop and buat a suit for me...Hmmm...my plan is to do the suit only but then since like 'alang-alang' so i ask the tailor to do the suit and the pant oso ler...n wat can i say...the total of making the suit is $150....with the suit costing about $120 and the pant $30...n so there goes my suit...in the making...*whew* finally...all is done....

Anyway, dats about my graduation, there's another matter that makes me panic...yesterday Ate Jen ask me a favour...and that is to replace her from her job (at the church) for one month starting this early november....*sigh* ayo!!!! what m i to do...well...i want to like agree with her (since i still can't find a job) but at the same time...i'm worried about the job...my bigggest worry is that whether i can do the job as better as she did...n I don't even know what her job entail!!!!...what she did!!!! ....ayo....what to do ar.....

Anyway, Ate Jen...i'll think about it some more aitz..and i'll tell you my decision as soon as possible.....(@.+)...

Nyway, dats all for now...

Chett ratwood zooming away!!!!!!

Just some update....

2008-10-16T15:48:00.002+08:00

Hei people!!!!

Hmmm...as you can see...i've change my blog template...and added as well as deleted a few stuffs from it...anyway...

Today is the launching of the convocation month (suppose to be week but since from what i heard it will last like for a month so...the word month there) in UBD, unfortunately i did not go...*sigh*.... but anyway...enough about that....

Oh yeah...i'll be graduating soon...and as far as i'm concerned, i think i got all the stuff that i need for graduation except for the coat i guess...apart from that all is OK i guess...

Anyway, talking about graduation...somehow...i don't feel that excited...maybe it's still early for me i guess...but that just it...usually i'll be like happy and you know a bit hyper about such a thing in my life but i guess...m not that same anymore....i've changed....*scratch head*....huh? apakan? wait...m talkin nonsense here....

Bah...dats all for now...i better stop writing or i don't know wat else might i write...more nonsense maybe....(-.-)!!!

Orite, dats all....

Chett_r signin out......

I hate it when i got sick....

2008-10-07T22:50:00.004+08:00

*sigh*

hmmmm........

*sigh*

Ayo....i can't believe i got sick after the get together on Sunday.....It's so annoying to get sick... especially when u get the headache, combined with runny nose and combined that with non-stop coughing....watery eyes....then the feeling as if you have to breathe in and out with great effort and somehow you feel like out of breath...can u just imagine?? Oh...oh not to mention that your voice changes and you sound so funny...since ur nose is blocked with....er...you know... *sigh* This is what i have to endure...well.... maybe i'm exaggerating (is this the correct spelling???) a bit...you know about the out of breath thingy....not really lar...not exactly that serious...but still (-.-)!@@#$$%

Anyway, i'm glad i'm startin to recover now...i hope i don't infect my other family member cause i really gonna hate myself if i did...n guilty too i guess...haiya...what a life...anyway....i'm gonna stop complaining now...it will do me no good to just complain about everything that is wrong with me or with my life...got to stop this...now!!!!

OK.....moving on....i just finish reading a novel by Christine Feehan "Dark Magic", (bought this one long time ago...just wanna read it again....) and now starting to read Victoria Alexander new novel...so far till chapter 9...i forget what's the title of the book n btw too malas to check and type it down...but it's a romance book though if u want to know...(Er...i like to read all sort of book...i mean all sort of genre...be it romance, suspense, thriller...etc....u know me...i did mention in my previous entry that i'm bookish rite...so there u go)....

Oh...i'm still searching for Christine Feehan new book "Dark Curse", it's suppose to be out in hardcover but so far i can't find it in any book shops here in Brunei...*groan* (-.-)'''' so i guess i have to wait for it lar...so lucky those people who got to read it first than i do....anyway, hope it'll be on sale soon here in Brunei...very soon i hope.....

Orite then, it's late and since i need...i want to heal fast, i need to rest early...so that's all for now...cya next time i guess...

Oh...oh...i also need to say sori to a person...my friend who invite me to beraya to her house...sori eh...i got sick...but i hope u have a wonderful time with the others aitz...

Orite, Gudbye!!! (^.^)V

The trip to Pace Bene summarized....

2008-10-06T13:36:00.005+08:00

Hei,

remember the last time i said that there's goin to be more story on my trip to Sabah? Well...i'm so tired of trying to sort out the photos n all the story so i just prepared a video for all of you guys out there to enjoy...this video basically showed what i do in Sabah for the whole one week...Oh...the title of the video is "Living as the Beloved"

So...without further word, here's the video...enjoy!!! (^.^)

Oh...oh...before i forget, today is my dad birthday...so HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAD!!!!!!!!

Ok...so dats all for today....

until next time...bye!!!

Trip to Limbang

2008-10-03T16:10:00.008+08:00

Elo.....

Just got back from Limbang....sleep there overnight, just to visit my aunt, uncle, grandma n of course my cute little cousin!!! It's quite a fun trip for me...n not to waste time...here are some photos of the trip...and...my cousin (",)

Orite that's all

Until next time...(",)

Trip to Pace Bene, Papar, Sabah

2008-10-01T13:01:00.013+08:00

Hei people, in my last post i mentioned about my trip to Sabah rite? Well....here are some of the photos that i took during the journey. Just a little bit of an info though....we travelled by bus...and it took about 6-7 hours to reach our destination - Pace Bene. All in all the trip was great although a lot of my friends suffered motion sickness since the road was most of the time bumpy and er...the bus driver was er...driving like mad - sort of like in the fast and the furious but instead of cars this was a bus...so yea...i guess u know what i mean...he was so eager to reach our destination....anyway, enough of the info...let us just move on with the photos....so here goes...

Getting ready to go for the journey......

Aunt Marj giving some instructions to us

Everyone busy filling-in immigration form...(i did mine the night before...lucky me...hehehe....) btw...you see Ate Jen (in white)...she was actually complaining while filling in the form...she said: "discrimination....discrimination...." (since she had to like fill-in at least 3 of the same form while the others only need to fill-in 2)

Bishop Cornelius - as usual - is busy with his laptop...he even manage to post some of the photos of this trip into his facebook while we were on the way....AMAZING!!!!!!

*Ehem* this two....Jeremy and Ate Jen...er....what can i say ah...hmmm...*sigh*...ok lar...let me put it this way....this two cannot meet together...they're like er...you know hyper and a bit "crazy" when they meet each other...sort of like when cat meet dog....oppss!!!...i'm not saying they're cat and dog...what they did to each other was like when cat meet dog...and this is when you can see the playful side of Ate Jen...

Awwwwww......don't they look cute? This is Manny and Mel sleeping...i guess to tired with the long journey....there's suppose to be one more girl in this photo...Kath...but unfortunately she had to sit at the other side of the bus cause each row of seat in the bus can only accomodate 2 people....

This was taken while waiting for the ferry....this was when we're about to enter Temburong

Manny just waking up....

Walking to the Temburong immigration office....and again Ate Jen as she walked to the immigration office said: "discrimination...discrimination..."

Simon explaining to me why all the people in the bus (except Bruneian) with Malaysian or Filipino nationality had to go down to the Temburong immigration office....

Manny back in the bus after staying too long outside in the heat at the immigration office...you can see he hate it soooo much from this photo...but then again who wouldn't be, right?

Oh...this was taken in one of the toilet break moment...it seemed that everyone had to go to the toilet and these are the only people left in the bus...

Francis....hmmm...he didn't realise me taking his photo until the camera flashed...(o_o)LOL

Poor Alwin...he was one of the few to suffer motion sickness...

Toilet break!!!!!

Still during the toilet break.....man! you wouldn't believe how many time we had to stop for toilet break...i lost count of it...

Finally, we stopped to rest at Sipitang...well...rest and also a quick lunch...since everyone's hungry
Oh...the above photos was of Sipitang beach i think...so nice wah the scenery at that time...if you look closer you can actually see land...the sea is actually far...far back

Everyone out of the bus to stretch and to look for any place to rest and get some foods for lunch

In one of the restaurant....this was only the one half of the group...the rest gone to KFC for lunch...oh!!!...most of the shops and restaurant close anyway....you know since its puasa season

That's me sitting beside the guy with a cap -Kevin, sitting across me is Jonathan. You notice the look on my face...i was actually very hungry and wondering why was the food took so long to arrive...

Unfortunately Bishop and Aunt Marj foods was the 1st to arrive while we were still waiting for ours...we were actually ogling at them while they ate...(o_o) LOL

After lunch and the trip continue...everyone was full and so....sleep loh....

This was taken when we arrived to Pace Bene...Bishop was eager to get down from the bus...and if you look carefully the bag he carried was the bag from the WYD 08 in Sydney...

This is what Pace Bene look like from afar...well...not that far...just from inside the bus...huge right?

This is at the entrance of Pace Bene...

Alwin helping the bus driver to maneuver the bus into Pace Bene, Alwin had to watch if the low-lying electric cable touch the bus...

This was taken when the bus finally stop and it was safe for everyone to get down from the bus...

Well...that's about it i guess...for now anyway...there's still more photos to come and story to tell though but another time kay? Still need to sort out most of the photos and thinking how to tell the story to you all out there...

So then, gudbye for now...(",)

Sungkai at Al's

2008-09-30T22:04:00.013+08:00

Hei people!!!!!

I'm back..after missing for at least a week...here i am healthy, well and happy that i keep on grinning like a mad man (hahaha...not really that extreme lar...). Anyway, i've been away on a trip to KK wah for a week...that's why i'm missing....well...i'll tell u all about the trip to KK once i got all the photos sorted out ok? So lets just move on to the sungkai i just have with my friends today at Al's (al bari home wah...). Hmm...what can i say...there a lot of foods and er...laughter...it was so homey and well so wonderful to be with the guys attending this sungkai....anyway, enough with talking...er writing...so here's the photos....

That's all the photos i have, orite u guys...it's late and i need to sleep...

until next time...

Adios (",)

Birthday surprise...

2008-09-19T14:19:00.018+08:00

Hei everyone,

So here are some photos taken last Wednesday during a surprise b'day party, it's a surprise b'day party for Bishop C. Sim. Anyway here goes:

Arriving for the surprise party and setting up:

Waiting turn to fill in the scrape book to be given as present to Bishop:

This is how the scrape book look like: Lawa kan? (",)

The creator of the scrape book (my sis - Steph) n of course ME (i also help...(",))

Bishop after receiving the scrape book: look at that happy face (",)

Giving a short speech to those attending the party:

Eating the cake....{i forgot to take a photo of the cake (-.-)'''}:

Time for sugar rush!!!!!: Hmmm....look at these people....

Finally, the end when everyone started to go home:

Ehhh....what's this? Balloon fight between Agnes and Matt?

Here's a short video of the fight,{sorry...not really clear, the vid taken from my phone camera...(-.-)}

Basement parking area: (Hehehe...sampat lagi tu....)

And that's about it.....

Oh...oh...before i forget, you can see more photos from this blog.

Oh!!! one more thing: A very HAPPY BIRTHDAY to Robin, Azhim, Azri ariffin and finally Yunus - my cousin!!!!! Happy birthday to all....hope all your wish come true and may God always take care of all of you....give you better health throughout the year and wonderful wonderful life!!!

Orite,

until next time....(",)

My bro is leavin for Scotland......

2008-09-16T12:33:00.009+08:00

Hello people...

Hmmm...these are some photo taken yesterday when my bro is leaving for Scotland....

Ok....so here goes...this photo below is taken while waiting for my uncles and aunts to come to the airport...some of them there already but still some are on their way...

these few photos are taken while waiting for my bro flight...everyone so lapar woh...so order ler from jolibee.....

And finally these last few photos are taken while my bro have to go already.....(".)

my bro (chee heng - kevin) who's leaving to Scotland to continue study...n my mom.

Waving goodbye for one last time....

*sigh* (".) bye bro...see you next year....oh, hope you do well in your study and work hard OK?

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Orite then, that's all for now...

Bye....

Just watch and hear this....

2008-09-11T11:40:00.004+08:00

Hei there,

So...yea, just wanna share this video with you all...its a song by John Waller called 'Still Calls Me Son'. It's a wonderful song in my opinion and somehow it touched me...(really!!! I'm not kidding here...) Oh...apart from that, it remind me of the story of the prodigal son...and i hope you remembered the painting that i showed you in one of my previous post...that's just the painting that depicted the return of the prodigal son.

Anyway, so here's the video...

Credit to Reunionrecords from youtube.com for the video

Oh...if you wanna know about the singer click here and as for the lyrics of the song...

He still calls me son by John Waller

I drug his name through godless places
And I’ve known shame that no child of his should know
I’ve seen pain on broken faces
Beyond all thought of hope
I was just too far from home
Still I always wondered when I closed my eyes

After all I’ve done
Could he run to me?
Would he kiss my face?
Could he even look at me?
After where I’ve been
should he take me back?
I would understand
I’ve disgraced him
But it would be amazing
If he still calls me son

With nothing left for me to bring him
I left my pride and turned my heart toward home
I saw my home on the horizon
And from a distance
I saw my Father
Watching for his own with forgiving eyes

After all I’d done
He just ran to me
Then he kissed my face
He would not let go of me
After where I’d been
He just welcomed me
I don't understand
How he put his robe on me
It was so amazing
That he still called me son

One day as I breathe my last
And I know my days on earth have ended
When every hour is spent
I will close my eyes in amazement
And I’ll hear angels
They’ll be singing

Amazing Grace
Cause he will run to me
And he will kiss my face
He will not let go of me
After where I’ve been
He will welcome me
I won’t understand
How he’ll put his robe on me
It will be amazing
That he’ll still call me son

Amazing grace how sweet the sound
When he calls me son
I once was lost but now I’m found
Cause he calls me Son

Credit to http://www.sweetslyrics.com for the song lyric....

So...there you have it...

Orite until next times.....(",)

Here's the photos...look carefully at the last photo...

2008-09-08T14:13:00.006+08:00

Hei people!!! Finally i got the pictures posted...so here it is...(i still don't have the pictures from the others) - these are from my K618i mobile...

These photos are taken while we're preparing the pizza ingredients......

"Aunty Lyna said to cut it into small pieces...small pieces...i can do this...small pieces..."

"Hmmm...which one should i do next?"

"Hehehe...this is easy...i'm glad i choose to do this..."

OK...now for the pizza...

!!!Tada!!!

Look at it...isn't it perfect? beautifully round...with enough topping...although a bit messy at the side...hehe but still for me it's perfect..(",)

As for these few photos...this is taken after all the work was done...

Frm left to right: Agnes L (hei Agnes...what r you eating? It looks delicious...), Rita L and Izzah

My sis (Steph) (Yo sis...what happened?..huh?...Ohss.....)

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(0.0)!!!

Oh...oh...wat's this?

Er...umm...I'm not going to say anything about this...no comment...

Jen: "Haha! Fool you guys! This is water lar....only it's in a vodka bottle..."

Whew!!! that's a relieve....(",)

Well....there you have it...i'll try my best to post more photos soon...but i don't promise you anything at this moment....

Orite then...gotta go...

Bye!!!!!

Pizza anyone? who wants some pizza?

2008-09-07T16:52:00.007+08:00

*Sigh* I'm tired but still i want to show this to all of you. Well...it's nothing actually just that, yesterday we went to aunty Lyna house to er...bake? cook? ('.')?? pizza.(which do you use if u do pizza?) Anyway...just for your info, this pizza we're making is actually for the international food fair held in St. George school compound this morning held by the COLA church. It's a once in a year event actually (if you have no idea about it)..and that's why i'm so tired...i'm in church the whole morning....So OK...enough about that, i know you're not interested...(",) so let just move on to the pictures...below are some pictures of the happenings in aunty Lyna house as we prepared the pizza ingredients...and of course the pizza...

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OK.... .... ... (-.-)!!!!

Napa tia!!!!

Aitz...i really wanna show you all what we were doing last night!!! i've even took a photo of the pizza that we prepared last night!!! Ayo...if you must know, lawa wah d pizza that we made yesterday!!!! And it taste really really good also (finger -licking good!!!), delicious and yummy!!!! huhuhu.....apa ni........('_')

Anyway, there's some prob with uploadin the pictures...it's too slow and take a long time...so..i'll post the pictures next aja k? But then again, my pictures not really that many, i'll try to get the others pictures and then i'll post them all for all of you to see....

Ok then, until next time....(-.-)@#*^

*Hmphhh*

So peaceful....so nice...steamboat...ACHOOO!!!!!!

2008-09-05T16:59:00.010+08:00

Whew...you know that from my previous post, i told you that i may not be able to post any new post starting yesterday, right? Well...i'm happy to say that that may not so...my sister, bless her for her kindness, allow me to use her wave card when i wanted to...(Thank you!! Thank you!! love you dear sister!!). So yea, i'll guess i'll just continue posting in this blog then....

By the way, i'm so happy now that its puasa season, well...why not? the area where i live become peaceful and quiet...(usually, during the ordinary month there will be lots of noises...especially from my neighbour who have kids shouting a lots like a lot of screaming banshee...as they play football as early as 7am in the morning and in the afternoon...and of course the daily assault of er...very uncomfortable, most depressing voices as my other neighbour sang their heart out karoake-ing (*shudder*)...so there, that's why...

Oh...one more thing i wanna add, today my family...we were having steamboat (is that the rite spelling?) and of couse by steamboat mean there will be fish ball, crab ball, squid ball, siew mai, shrimp, vege......etc lar...and then of course my mom cook one more dish to be included with the steamboat....Eh...(0.0)!! OMG!!! it's ketam masak merah!!!!!! one of my fav!!! yummy!!!!! All this we have for our lunch....hmm...i hope i took some pictures but i'm too busy and preoccupied with eating the crab!!!! yummy!!!yummy!!!yummy!!!

Anyway, (achooo!!!!)....oh...oh...sorry bout that, it seem that since this morning (well actually after lunch) i can't stop sneezing, there must be something in the air or something...that i'm elergic to...ayo...so susah eh this sneezin thing...my nose red....my eyes watery all the time...and my voice started to change already....(-.-)''''

Bah that's all for now...need to rest...hope this sneezing and runny nose gone soon...

OK, bye.....

(0.0)....oh...oh..is that the ketam masak merah from lunch?? Oh...oh...i need to rest but...but...on the other hand...(-.-)''''' ......i better eat first then, then i rest....

Orite, bye!!!